tonite i worked with the fabulous Kez. i got to meet her Dan! he's cute. [Elijah Wood power up!] i gave her my "this is my piece of flair" pin. and she adorned me with copious hugs. after work, she got to sit in my hot ride. at work [and especially with kez there], things seem fine. then i return home and all the bad comes back into mind. ( Read more... )

well, doesn't this month keep getting worse.. i tell you, i can't say or do anything right. soon enough, i'll end up miffing every person i talk to, and i'll never have anyone else to be my friend again. i feel benumbed and helpless. never a good sign.. one knows what one may do when numbed ( Read more... )

yay, i just got back from ben's.  i had a super time.  we had some meaningful discussions, and many pointless ones.  we spoke of our problems, mostly trivial ones.  some serious ones.  all worth a good time in a box anyhow.  i ate pizza and a hoagie.  cuz i rock like that!  we do need to chill more, benito.

on a slightly more depressing note:

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 which i have been feeling of late.  today was the day the Mrs. Pepper came in to speak with us about her son and his drug-induced paranoid schizophrenia.   it moved some people to tears.  i was close.  i could feel them coming.  i wanted to ask a question, but i was afraid that if i opened my mouth, the tears would come.  i just ( Read more... )

after some mixed feelings about actually going to the show, i :sniffle: pulled myself together and went!  lucky enough for me, because now, Ill Nino is my newest savior!  they freakin rocked out so hard.  amazing.  Element Eighty was badass also, especially for being the first band up.  forty below summer was good.  they were hating on The Darkness ( Read more... )

can i get a what what for my phenomenal weekend?  WHAT WHAT!!!

done being ghetto now.. or.. am i??? take that.  in the butt.  with whipped cream on top.

friday evening seemed to be turning out to be absolutely despicable.  Daniel was being horrendously meaner than usual.  and that blasted fog.  grrr face!  then things started to turn around.. ( Read more... )

stupid xanga is updating and making their site all pretty.. so's i have to post in here.. look at what i've been reduced to.. [sad faces ( Read more... )

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ooooh.. yes.. Bobsled Brownie.. fudge ribbon, chocolate chip cookie dough, chocolate mousse, and brownie pieces in chocolate ice cream.. splendid.. and of course the obligatory Berry Banana Smoothie.. yay commercialized food!

yesterday i worked. 
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