*Sigh*

[pyrgomache]

Will it help? Do the words ever help? I have caused so much grief in my life and the lives around me, especially in the last year.  How can I ask forgiveness when I can't even forgive myself? This whole time, I have been lying to everyone. I have been telling people how wonderful things are, and how far we have come. It's all a lie. It has always

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[ex_multyface793]

*hug*

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[pyrgomache]

Thank you, sweetie. I needed that. :-)

*hugs*

[denimdoll]

*hugs*

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[pyrgomache]

Thank you, hon. I guess I am in a place similar to where you have been describing-- almost like an out-of-body episode.

Too many issues, too little resolution, closure, or peace.

*Hugs* to you as well. May we all feel better soon. :-)

[advancedbeing]

You have never caused grief in my life, no matter how much you may want to believe that you have.

I love you. Talk to me.

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[pyrgomache]

You and I both know that is not entirely accurate. I don't want to believe it.. it is merely a fact.

This is why I never let people get close to me... I hurt them eventually, even if unintentional. My efforts to thwart any wrongdoings or pain-inducing behaviors are all in vain. The more I try, the worse it gets.

I love you too. We will talk soon.

[bardweiser]

Identifying a problem and seeking to correct it is a good thing. Allowing the guilt of something to crush you, however, isn't.

Stop.

Now.

I mean it.

No, REALLY!

Don't make me tell you a joke.

Ok, you were warned...

Two blondes walk into a building... you would think at least one of them would have seen it. :p

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[pyrgomache]

*ouch*

*rubs forehead*

stupid building.....

Thanks, hon. I needed the laugh. :-p