THE TIMES THEY ARE A CHANGIN

[pyro43088]

TO WHOM IT MAY NOT CONCERN

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ok

[samisnow]

Ok it's 3 and I dont know what to say really. When ever I see you outside of us partying, most of the time your selling weed, picking up weed or smoking weed. I smoke with Uriah and Adam, and that's about it. On fridays we usually smoke one bowl and go to bed or whatever. I seriously think drugs have fucked up our friendship. I tryed to tell you I wasnt down with you smoking everyday. Now even coke is coming into the picture. I don't know how much you've done it, but I know it's been done. I even told you and simi I wasn't down with you all doing coke. I mean come on Dan I thought we were bigger than to be torn apart by this type of shit. If I wasn't cool with you smoking all the time I sure as hell wouldnt be cool with coke. And you know that, so you all cover it up. Friends don't keep friends in the dark about shit. That's not even friendship to me. And if you continue to want to smoke all of the time, thats cool, but just know that you wont be seeing much of me. And if my friends are all sober I want to be sober

huh?

[muse3030]

i find this a bit odd, seeing as how i tried to just be a friend, while you excluded me from your life. i have never known about your drug use, no one will ever tell me, and i dont expect you to. if you are still doing coke, and dont want to stop, i cant find it in my heart to lose a friend to coke, my biodad left me for coke, and if you want to leave me for it too, go for it. im not scared to drop someone who will potentially fuck their entire life up, but i will be there. i will love you, enjoy your laughter but only from a distance. i honestly need to be told to my face, what you have done(drug wise) what you will continue to do, and how it was. im interested in whats going on, and how your life is going, how are you and maddy? see dude, you can take this all wrong and get pissed, but i mean it with love and good intent. im sorry for hurting you, but you need to look at it from our view too, i was hurt by the way you left me for drugs. but whatever. i guess this probably doesnt matter. i dont think it matters what i say, because i

[pyro43088]

This drug shit seems like a week excuse to not talk to me. If, and this is hypothetical, I really did have a drug problem then I would need friends more than ever. Not to have to listen to you guys talk about times when I wasnt there or to have to know that your all hanging out with out me. This coke stuff is so silly I tryed it twice two years ago. I know that this may seem like a raging addiction but it's really not, I promise. I did nothing to seperate my self from you guys, you just stopped calling me to chill. It hurt, alot, I'm suprized I havent actually deloveped a serious drug problem. Some times I think about how things went down. At first I just get really pissed, then I just cry, I feel like I may have never been hurt this bad before. I sit there and I ask my self what did I do wrong, and I start to question myself and who I am. Nothing and no one has ever made me question who I was before, but in my desperation for a solid reason I start to wonder what could be wrong with me. Sam when some one has a drug problem

why we suck

[xsimiy0]

by Simi Murumba

Re: why we suck

[muse3030]

i dont know man, im pretty sure i suck mostly because i cant get past the fact that, i need to be let in on things when they are happening. its a biological thing, ive been cursed with a big nose(metophorically, my nose is damn cute)so im just sucky. but really, i kow im with gael alot, but i mean, you guys should all know, i fucking love you guys. it shouldnt ever be questioned. and yeah, i sometimes feel like i would say fuck this, there is way too much drama, im dropping it. but i always come back to i love you. and that was meant towards this situation. i dont know how to say what im thinking....one second...ok, this is how i view it....kinda of...dont take it word for word, im no good at writing, ok. i love you guys, but i never call dan, and dan calls me sometimes. i dont usually pick up, most likely because i am with my girlfriend, or am not in the mood to talk. i run in to dan at parties, and i love it, because dan, you are truely a partier. but i loved it most of all, when we would all sit in my basement, chill, be crazy, be

[xsimiy0]

6. This sucks.

[pyro43088]

I'm just scared. I also swear I'm not a compleatly changed, soicaly handy-capped, disalusioned, drug dealer/addict. I wrote a longer entry but it got deleted. So here you go. I love all of you, I'm super afraid of getting hurt by this more, but, I would still be open to trying something to fix it.