I've begun to reach that point of crisis in which I have less than a year before I graduate with my degree in Elementary Education and am realizing that I am not sure what I will do at that point. My ties with family and friends in Tucson are weak to the point of not really feeling any desire to move back. I like Flagstaff but not enough to live ( Read more... )

There's no way anyone still reads this shit ( Read more... )

I wish I had been emotionally stable when everything went down in April. I wish I had asked you "does it matter?" when you said you thought I felt more for you than you did for me. I wish we had talked about it. I never expected to be your everything. I just wanted to be something. Now we're in this awkward recovery place and it's getting better, ( Read more... )

I am lonely. Isolated. Insignificant.

Don't want to do this anymore. What if I just left and didn't stop walking?

Taking small steps toward mental health ( Read more... )

Why am I so easy to leave? So easy to forget?

I having so many intense Feels lately. Moving to Flagstaff in three weeks. It's becoming real... and I am terrified.

Not sure if it's the late nights, the triggering photos from tumblr, or in general the way I feel.... but I can only suppress so much. There are times when it takes everything I have to not slice open my flesh. The scariest thing is that before I've always had a support network...and now I don't. Moral of the story: never kiss your best friend, and ( Read more... )

So,another semester is over. Ended up with 3 A's, a B, and a C. Not too bad. I'd have liked to have gotten all A's but it just didn't happen. Still, an overall good effort I think. Next week I should start working at Kinder Care for the summer. That should be cool ( Read more... )

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