the ugly ending (?) to a long road of confusion & hurt

[pyroicy]

J,

Yea, I'm pretty much to the point now where I'm just saying "fuck it," -- L's not coming back and it's time to get over it (probably WAY past time). Am I sure of that? No, and even though everyone is saying there's no way it can last between her and D, I'm tired of hoping for it. I'm tired of the fucking mixed signals. Could be another

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[dreagoddess]

...Umm...I have a feeling I missed something very big with you. I'm not sure what else to say but *hugs tightly*

[pyroicy]

Drea,

Yes, the last few months have easily been the most difficult time in my life thus far. Things seem to be settling down somewhat, though not the way I'd hoped for. :( Keep reading, you'll probably be able to piece together pretty well what has happened. I can talk to you more about it offline if you want. Friends--who are understanding and not too judgemental--are definitely a good thing right now.

- B

[alryssa]

:((

Missing you in the 'Cafe, dude.

[pyroicy]

hey you! I need to get back in there, eh? It would probably do me a lot of good. I blame your livejournal nudge for bringing me back---now you gotta read all this crap I've written and see what a mess I've made. LOL!

[alryssa]

Yay for Nudge!!

Awww, but I've missed you! And I've been worried about you. *hugs*

[catchyseachild]

Hey - I'm glad to hear you're going to give it another go with M... I still think that could work out. Granted, I know it's not a given or anything.

As for it getting L interested again - that's a classic case of "well, I don't really want him... but I don't want anyone else to have him either!"

Just my opinion, mind you.