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for me to begin another round of depression.
hmm.. should i jump straight to the meds or try to work it out?
it's been a year since i should've left my husband and now i am in his house. it's almost been a year since gary passed away... i think that i WILL take that day off work... otherwise it may not go so well.
i miss band man so much and i can't really do a damn thing about it.
i thought, perhaps, 4+ months of little to no contact would help but it only makes the cravings stronger.
i think i'm writing the same things each month.... pretty sure i am. with different phrasing, at least...\
hmm.. rut.
hmm.. should i jump straight to the meds or try to work it out?
it's been a year since i should've left my husband and now i am in his house. it's almost been a year since gary passed away... i think that i WILL take that day off work... otherwise it may not go so well.
i miss band man so much and i can't really do a damn thing about it.
i thought, perhaps, 4+ months of little to no contact would help but it only makes the cravings stronger.
i think i'm writing the same things each month.... pretty sure i am. with different phrasing, at least...\
hmm.. rut.