I was at Judo last night and all I can say is "DAMN IT'S GOOD TO BE BACK!"

I've gotten to that point where things are catching up with me. I am, quite simply, nowhere near where I hoped to be at this point in my life. There are a few things that are further ahead than I expected, and there are some places where I am sadly behind ( Read more... )

Ok, so here's my big thing for these next few weeks...I'm writing a book. I am now half done with the raw, unedited text. Since I've been capable of pumping out the actual writing at phenominal rates, I should be done sometime in the next two weeks. Then will come the process of reorganizing, editing, expanding, and making the crappy writing ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like you're caught up in this climatic clash between good and evil, but you're not sure which side you picked? Sadly enough, I feel like I picked the evil side and didn't even realize it. I don't do much to really improve any lot but my own. And once in a while it's at someone else's expense. One thing I read once is that a ( Read more... )

So, here's the deal. I'm working on getting into thise spring thing. But it's just not working. I feel crappy. I miss my friends goddammit. I'm going to find them and I'm going to get this whole thing back in order. We used to lead interesting and fun lives here. Now, we barely speak. What the hell? I'm a bit depressed, a bit lifted from ( Read more... )

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I feel like a wad today. I told Christa I would go back to green bay with her. When she called I was asleep and barely knew what I was saying. I wish I would have gone with. In the meantime, I've got places to go and people to see.

I fell asleep on Tuesday, my phone was off, and people wanted to talk to me. To those who wanted to talk to me. Oops, sorry (winces). Hopefully now I will get some well needed rest.

I feel drained, I'm crabby, and people probably don't want to talk to me. I need off of work. It's just that simple. I need a day that I can wake up and do something that isn't work without fear that I will get a phone call begging me to go anyway. I need a day that Christa and I can spend together and do a double whammy of actually hanging out ( Read more... )

Now that I've had a chance to let it sink in, I am annoyed. This month so far, I have had one day off. I will have a few more, but that's just because I have off for my cousin's wedding. Because of the actions of some of my coworkers, 60 hour weeks have become the norm. Though graveyard shift gives me the ability to see Christa more often, but ( Read more... )