Allie's the only one who can seem to identify with me. She understands and this feels really good. At least I'll have her always to stand by me.

( Tonight )

Katie made (almost)everything better because she helped me with my homework.

Mat makes everything better because he helped make me feel better. I won't feel entirely better until I'm able to get a hug, but I'm good enough now...

I don't wanna go to practice. I'll do anything.

I can't do this. My mom and I just started fighting about grades. Mainly my AP Lang one. I can't do it. Nothing in that class clicks in my brain. I don't understand anything. I'm passing all of my classes except that one.

God, I hate crying.

AP Language makes me realize how completely stupid I am. I can't read this damn story. I tried and it made me cry because I got nothing out of it and I read it 3 times and I still don't know what it's about because it confused me. And then it cried because I don't belong in this class. I take what authors say at face value, to me, they don't mean ( Read more... )

( Convo With Mark )

Went down to the Brass Mug to see Ben's band play. Saw Casey's tatoo. It's very...creative. Dead babies are funny. :D ( Read more... )

Mat called at 6.45 in the am. He came over and we went to perkins around 9. There was a guy with balloons and he made me a chicken hat! Went back to his house and fell asleep. We woke up and then he went to work around 3.30. But gosh darnit, I love that boy. Even though his sexy sexy forearm is just forearm with a little bit o sexy.

Highlights of today ( Read more... )

School is boring. I finished the book Mat gave me. 442 pages. God, it was great to get so immersed in a book again. I *heart* reading ( Read more... )