fuck everything

[pyroprincessrei]

why doesnt anyone notice anything? maybe i just hide it well. well i was really fucking depressed today. but no one noticed or said anything. god damnit..i feel like im just there. whatever, i dont give a shit anymore. why should i, if no one gives a shit about me? blah blah shut the fuck up.

good day

Comments

[frostyone]

GOOD DAY SIR! lol I've never seen anyone use that outside of TV. They were probably too busy with their own problems (like keeping themselves from being depressed) to notice. My friends once ignored me when I was depressed and I confronted them with it later and some said they realized I was depressed, but felt too intimatated to try to cheer me up. They were afraid they might fail and make my problem worse, or make me dislike them and stop turning to them for help. Since they had run into problems like that in the past trying to help people. Others said that they noticed, but helping me would've brought them down so they pretended like they didn't notice. Selfish I know, but it's understandable both ways. But who knows, they could be just plain old mean. Either way, it's their problem not yours.

[pyroprincessrei]

blegh. the thing is, once i get to school, i dont act depressed. i hide it way too well. i think laughing is my way to hide this shit. and no one EVER notices. but i cant help it.

[frostyone]

Well damn, that is a tough problem you've got there. How do you help someone who needs help but won't show they need help?

Alright I'm stumped. ...? hmm..

[knivesu]

Don't worry, no one ever really notices anything.

[intothedirt]

meeeh... you seemed happy whenever you were with me... like in art... ARRRRRRT... drawrings...

and that freaking jet plane thing ... waow!

uhm uhm i love youu...
i'm sorry i didn't notice...
i thought you were happy...

[pyroprincessrei]

not your fault. art is fun anyways XD and the F-18 was awesome.

[hapycow]

Yeah you seemed happy in art! :( I'm sorry Laura, you coulda said "GOD DAMNIT CHRISTIANE I'M DEPRESSED" and I woulda listened to your problems. I'm so horrible at hiding emotions..I'm sure you can tell.

*pat pat* Things will be better...soon....eventually..after highschool...well, sometime before you die..

(aren't I helpful?)

[pyroprincessrei]

lol its okay >_> i just slept for like..13 hours. yummmm. and im really good at hiding my emotions, so..yeah.