so, i'm here, inhaling leftover hair dye fumes and texting a number i thought to have my friend frank on. he passed out at a party, with billy idol. according to my texts, billy idol stole frank ulloa's phone and decided to talk to me. he thinks i'm just a fan. whatever. i've been dissed by rockstars on franks line before. ville valo called me lame ( Read more... )

and i'm just the headshrinker my friends go to when they can't afford the real thing. sometimes i feel like that's all i am to some of them ( Read more... )

but i'm too afraid, to come clean. my life's the flame in your house of cards. its such a shame what i've become, after years of breaking down, my whole life has come undone, cuz i'm tryin to fake it all. and i know that you love someone, but that someone isn't me. well isn't me... nooooooo!!!!!!!! (madina lake. house of cards. the middle bit ( Read more... )

my ex has some fucking nerve. shows up right when i decide i'm not broken, i'm not scared, my life is mine again. and then WHAM. tho it could be some other nick. but i don't know too many. and none of them know my aim addy. not many ppl know my aim addy at the moment. i'ma go and get my godsdamned head togther. then me and my new initiate (friend, ( Read more... )

yes so, i realized, just now, while reading mike the fang's journal, that my college loans were in grace period the last semester before graduation, which is why i'm having hell keeping up with them now. not to mention the shithole hours i'm getting at work ( Read more... )

so, i have been accused of not wearing a costume. i was in costume! its not like i wear all black, a skirt, large ass-kicking rocker boots, a cape, and a wide belt with purple pouch every day! oh, and add to it heavey purple eye-make-up (think dead eyes) and blood-red lipstick. i mean, just because the only part of my costume i actually had to ( Read more... )

ok, this sux. i read someone else's rant about people's obscession with fitting in and being just like everyone else, and realised that its not just a teen's problem. i've got it too. and i'm 2fuckin5 years old ( Read more... )

can someone plaese tell me why ( Read more... )

what is the proper form when getting somewhat amorous attention from a coworker? and a higher ranking coworker at that? am confused. hate the new store i do. wanna go back to good ol #840 where the boys were properly broken in that crazy-ass me wasn't worth the time or effort to be more than friends with ( Read more... )

ever have that time when you feel like a stranger in your own head? like you're an alien, but everyone thinks they know you? yeah, feelin it. i just feel like i'm not really who they say i am to other ppl. i got introduced to someone today as, "that girl who looks like she wants to suck out your soul." and i have no idea why ( Read more... )