Still slightly sardonic

[pyscho_yamirulr]

Tuesday night, I had a dream, it wasn't a nightmare because I wasn't afraid, but I didn't like it anyway. I was killed by something, but it didn't bother me. My soul engulfed this being, and destroyed it completly in a most painful and by his screams, terrifying way. I didn't kill this being in revenge for killing me, but I did it because I

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[dorangildas]

Chaos can never be truly overcome, merely contained.

If you attempt to DESTROY chaos, all you're doing is containing it, but with a different mindset and emotional approach, and that's everything.

If you contain chaos and brand it as done with, it will seethe and build, build and seethe, until it grows beeyond your ability to contain it.

It takes odd forms, building on the most paranoid parts of our minds, our deepst insecurities, making us more paranoid, more afraid, more confused, until we don't know what we're seeing anymore, we don't TRUST what we're seeing.

Everything is a ploy, everyone is a tool, it all melds together until you're trapped within your own personal hell, within your own mind.

And that's NOT taking into account outside forces.

The goal is not to contain the chaos, but to bound it within order. Let chaos reign, but guide it, don't try to control it.

If that makes any sense, at all. That's merely my way of explaning it, i'm sure you have another, if not better one.

[dorangildas]

AND I just realised your LJ icon has Narcolepsy on it.

MAJOR, MAJOR kudos points on that one.

One of my favorite songs, of all time.

[pyscho_yamirulr]

Thanks Joe, I thought it's a very fitting icon XD

Thanks for your comment, it is a good explaination, mine is no where near as elegant sounding (although if I spent time on it, it could sound semi-elegant). I think I like yoour's bnetter though.

[dorangildas]

I've had many, many nights to think about it, that's all.

Thought be a dangerous thing.

[killerwerewolf]

Hey Kris sorry you have to deal with ppl walken all over you. and sorry if you think I do to. But thought you might want to know that I see as a good friend that I can talk to about things and that put up with me the end of my freshman year and the beginning of my sophmore. I think all sides of you kick butt and don't think that should affect friends. SO ya thought I should say that and sorry if you thought I was walking all over you or using you or something. and *hug* Oh and plz don't be anti-social to me again T_T I worked so hard to make you not be anti-social to me >< lol.

Your Friend,
Corey

P.S. I try to leave you and Rach be as much as possible cause I understand you 2 need some alone time together ;) lol (that is why I only really come over to give you stuff in the morning when rach isn't there)

[darkness_waits]

megahugs times 10. I'm sorry. I hope you consider me I friend, i consider you a very good one.

[dreamimgwolf]

Don't be anti-social dear you are a great person to talk to! I love the sci-fi stuff you talk about and sadly I can't get it from anyone else>> we need more kris around!

And you can always talk to me at lunch, I love listening to people. I worry when you are alone in the corner I would go there but it seems that you want to be alone-_-