Oh gosh i am soo sick, i am dying here, it sucks,,, i feel like shit, i got a 4 day weekend this week, i needed one, i am tired of work and all the shit, i needeed a nice day off, today its a gloomy day, and it sucks. But other than that, everything is fine here, i am Combat Life-saver Qualified, meaning i can put an I.V. to anyone

I am not going to answer all of you, becuas ei am LAZY!! sorry, But to Deric, sorry dude...not leaving yet...going to Ft Lewis in Washington State. but i am going to LA for a few days in June. and rozie hey buddy... i am going to the west coast honey... And everyone else who is thinking about whatever, i am talking about my duty station move, i am ( Read more... )

Well i am ready to leave this place...i think it will be good for me to leave. I never really been depressed since the incident that happened so far away in a war zone and i am here and i couldnt do anything. for those soldiers that have died we will keep the fight and bring justice to you guys. i want to get away from war talk cause i have that ( Read more... )

Its another year wasted, i will be 22, and i feel that i still have no point in this freakin world. I dont know what else really to say. I actually dont miss being in combat. For those that i dont remember if i posted or told yall but i am not going to iraq for another while, i am heading back to Washington St. SO that will be cool i hope. SO if ( Read more... )

I smell today for some reason, i think its my sock, or my shoes. I dont know. I cant wait to finish my laundry so i can have somthing to wear. Snowboarding was sooo awesome. still hurting....

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Well its been a few weeks and my life is getting back to normal. I learned about people i didnt know well, and from now on i am not going to do things on impulse. Thats what i learned. Well today is thursday, sorta like a friday to me cause tomorrow i go to Black Forest to go snowboarding for me first time. I never been so i hope its pretty fun. I ( Read more... )

Well its all wrong, i dont want to do it!!! Its not me. I want to stay young a couple more years, live the Army life. Like that title of the book "we were soldiers... and young". So that my decision, and its a whole lotta things too. Like feeling like she dont care, i didnt metion that because i thought i was overreacting, but i wasnt. And she has ( Read more... )

Well i am fucking pissed off at people who act like your friends... You know who i am talking about, cause i fucking told you this already and i told you i was gonna write in here. But yea... Fucking ignorin me, what the fuck???? You act like you are my friend, never telling me the whole truth, i am pissed but very disappointed about it. Because ( Read more... )

Well i dont know really if i should write what i want to write. But i guess i shouldnt...well not yet because what i probably did i regret doing but then i dont. What i did is not like me i dont do things like this. I just let other people talk me into things. But in about a few weeks i will know for sure what the effects of my actions this past ( Read more... )