I don't know why, but I have a really bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. I feel awkward, and I don't know why. I'm pissed off, and I don't know why. I just find my attitude changing, and things that never would have bothered me before are starting to get on my nerves...this sucks, I wish I knew what it was and what it meant...man am I pissed ( Read more... )

Everything's been happening so fast. Danielle's prom came and went, it was fun. My prom came and went even faster, also fun. She looked so incredibly beautiful at both, I've never seen such a beautiful girl. Senior week...ahh...I had to miss the class trip to Six Flags because of a baseball game, which SJ beat us in. I pitched well though. ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, if you think the last entry was directed at you, it was, so don't ask me if it was. Moron. Actually it wasn't directed at anyone, I just typed some random bullshit that was sweet. Fuck.

There's something in the way she kisses me, looks at me, holds me when I need to be held, that makes me feel she's always there, and that I want to kill her. I feel fucking trapped, like a baby cow stuck in a cage waiting to have his head crushed by one of those big hammers and turned into some veal parmesian shit. Everything I feared would go ( Read more... )

Well I got home from Virginia at like 11:30 Sunday night...and I've been fucking wasted all week. The trip was fun, except for the fact that two of our busses broke down and we lost water in one of our hotels for 2 days. Oh well, we got to see X Men 2 for free, and that was a sick movie. I looted almost every store I went into, and came home ( Read more... )

I am leaving for Virginia in like 20 minutes. Well, going to the school in 20 minutes, from which we will be leaving for Virginia. Didn't sleep last night. For someone right about to go on vacation, I'm kinda depressed. Don't really know why. Hope everything's going to be alright when I'm gone. I'll talk to everyone I guess on Monday. Peece.

I don't know, but it's been a while. I guess I just have nothing else to do so I'm writing in this. Things are ok I guess. Baseball is going decent. School is alright. I made my decision on college. Work sucks as always, and I'm probably getting fired soon, so that's that. And that's pretty much my life. I don't have much of one other than ( Read more... )

I'm fucking pissed off right now, don't really know why. Well I kinda do, but it's nothing new, let's just put it that way. I don't want to really talk about it, in fact, I don't even know why I'm bothering to write in here...guess there's just nothing else to do or no one to talk to...oh well, so fuck off.

Can someone just tell me why?

I feel like fucking shit...I'm in the worst fucking mood ever.