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[q_without_you]

There is alot i need to get off my chest.
If you want to read go ahead, this isnt directed at anyone so it doesnt really matter, but i feel like there are some things that need to be said or written in order for me to figure things out and hopefully get over them.

Comments

[anotherlove]

It's funny how God does things to make us dependent on him. Maybe that is exactly what he's trying to do. We need to be weakened and broken before him so that he can fulfill us. I love you so much, and definitely know the trapped feeling. The one where you know nothing is going to change for a long time and you feel like you're not going anywhere. That will change soon, I promise. In college, if not sooner, you'll find some people who actually mean something. Plus, we're all still here &only a phone call away. I missss yoouuu. Phone date again soon, yeah?

[forgetpromises]

Concerning you statement about God bringing us to a point of complete dependence on Him alone...I was going to say the exact same thing.

Mark: I am here for you bro and you know that. It seems like everyone goes through a point in their life where they feel this way but even though this may make you feel weaker now, it is making you stronger. It's teaching you that you don't have to and sometimes can't always depend on someone to be there for you. Consider this an chance to grow spiritually and a time to learn more about who you really are. You've got my number and I am down for chill time whenever you feel the need.

[whensoundkills]

I hope you dont feel like I have given up on you Mark, or in any way have forgotten you. You are my best friend and I am literally embracing the hope that one day my heterosexual life partner will return. Maybe now is just a time for you to reflect on life lessons and grow as an independent person, to takw advantage of the new world and experience you can put under your belt. I too have grown more distant in the friendships which I held comfort in, but there comes a point when you really do have to be your own drive and beleive that God truely is the only way to get through. Just remember that the Lord has also blessed you with brothers and some sisters who will also fuel your passion. I love you man, seriously. I thank God you are my friend.

[electricchild]

I feel the same way as Bud Mark. I really do appologize if I ever made you feel like that cause you're one of the best friends I've ever had. I defintately can relate to the being in a funk thing (I'm still not sure exactly what mine's about) and that sucks. But like you said, God can take all those things and make them easier to bear. You can let him carry YOUR burden, because that's what he's there for. I miss you doood, you're still coming back for summer right?

[passing_cars]

I know I'll never fully understand everything you're going through, but I'm glad that you talk to me about even just a small portion of it all. I'm proud of you always being the amazing person that you are even in the worst of situations. I love you, Mark

and you can always talk to me on the grass :]

[1funeraltoomany]

dude im with you to the end, i want you to be in my wedding, haha whenever that happens

[baila_a_este]

i think someone needs a front and center!