so i'd like to say that it's totally ova between me and dan. so now i jus get to be his best friend! wahoo! lol and yeah it sux and yeah i've been cryin. damn it all. i cant talk bout it because i'll start cryin again. i prolly wont sleep tonight because when i'm tryin to get to sleep all i do is think. life sux it really does. i'm gonna cry now. i ( Read more... )

i would like to mention that prayer does help. it helped me sleep last night and it helps keep me stable while going through all this crap. lol oh and read my poem! (my last entry!)

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k so from yesterday i'm doin a lot betta! lol besides my almost panic attack moments! lol yeah so i talked to joe and dan and did somethinkin and it will all be ok!!!!!! eventually!!!! lol

k so jus a quick message. me and dan r friends for now....... fuck summer........ well he said we'll get back together......... but didnt say when..................... n e way dont wanna talk bout it...... if u (rug or lamp) want to know bout it jus ask joe. joe u can tell them wheteva u like. ttyl

well no one commented on my last entry yet so i'm not for sure why i'm even updatin. lol i guess it's cause i'm bored! lol ( Read more... )

i fell really sick..... it's not even funny! i fell like i'm going to through up all over the place!!!! it's soooo horrable! if i didnt know better i'd say i'm havin like morning sickness or somethin. lol but i know i'm not pregnant. lol n e way i really dont have much else to say. my uncle's wedding is this weekend. lol oh and dan got a job at mc ( Read more... )

k so i wont be on line for a few days because the phone lines r disconnected! lol n e way ttyl

omg! today i'm in such a great mood ( Read more... )

k so i havent update in a few days so i mine as well.
1st off i have basically lost my voice entirely!!!! lol and we should hopefully be movin in with in the next 2 weeks! lol
2nd thing. um... well nothin really. i'm kinda bored lol ttyl

k and i know that entry was basically pointless so u dont have to tell me that.