qi thinks she either has multiple personalities disorder
or that she is restraining herself more than she thinks
xD

it's interesting to hear from other viewpoints
i didn't know the difference was that great really
(:

如果結果不是我想要的那樣
真的很希望
自己還是有勇氣往前走

怎麼覺得年齡越大....
這類型的考驗就越多啊
哈哈
也許
這樣的琪才會成長吧

(:

以前的琪好像比較勇敢耶.

很多人最近都跟我說
"以前你都不會想那麼多的."

是啊
我也同意耶...
現在想很多
反而更煩 =.=

i should just leave it to first thoughts and instincts xD

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for i remember the joy in dancing when i see them dance (:
whee.
NickBass and Trent Dickens = DOPENESS!!!!!!!
haha donghae looks SOOOO happy when he dances lah. Makes you wanna groove with him.
hyuk's damn DOPE. i think he's better than his bestfriend (*coughs junsu coughs*) now..or maybe he's just better at L.A/Lyrical hiphop than js? Or maybe coz i ( Read more... )

It's really frustrating
when you can't get certain steps
when you feel that you're not improving
when you feel that you're the only one being stagnant while everyone soars
when you no longer feel the happiness
when you are so consumed with stress and you wonder

where's the joy in dancing?

It's really frustrating
when you really want to practice at home ( Read more... )

we won the...
Artistic Merit Award.
A little disappointed that we didn't get into finals
but well, it's better than going home empty-handed.
lol as ryan said way before the competition
it's either the judges get it or they don't xD

Qi's first dance competition
Qi's first time dancing contemp

the frustrations
the conflicts
the blisters
the bruises
the trainings
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Quote of the day :

As the dream passes through me,
I feel more pain than before,
just an instrusion of the joy and peace
I once had
I was fooled - and now,
I must win my will back
to live to be myself
once again

-Anne Marie Martinez from "Blinded"

to dance with an open heart, mind and soul
it's down to the last lap
i'm slowly getting that mood
the screaming ( Read more... )

Been soooooo busy i didn't even have time to unwrap all my prezzie from birthday!!! T_T ( Read more... )

I WILL MISS THE SILLY BRO WHO JUST LEFT FOR AUSSIE.
Naz was right
I really cried like crazy XD


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不喜歡把不開心跟不安寫下來
因為我總覺得只要寫了下來
就代表那種感覺真的存在了
也許這樣是一種自我催眠
但
如果這樣能夠快樂
和樂而不為呢...

yay factor #1 : successfully got into Sim's advance dance team ^^!

yay factor #2 : first training on Sat was fun. got to know new friends and ryan's really a super dope instructor! Hehe and wow first training I have with him and he used BoA's ' Eat You Up'...ah the choreo was different from the MV but still damn nice!!! Haha, i might just fall in ( Read more... )