Heather: okay you start ( Read more... )

baby has a cold :( *sigh*... won't let me put her down at all... i can tell (fingers crossed) she's going to sleep early tonight... poor baby is *so* cranky, its all she can do to just pout in my arms & then weep like her heart is broken (which breaks my heart!), all i can do is ask her whats wrong, & sing shh-shhh, & sing her name ... *sigh ( Read more... )

i have some time... when i can't work, i can only look out the window & think ( Read more... )

going upstairs so early today... i think its because of the rain... walk into the (shared) bedroom, make a spot for myself on his side of the bed (near to the light)... go over to the windows, lift the blinds up to let -- what little sunshine we have -- come fill the room ( Read more... )

i hate to sit in the living room with the TV on, which i shut off as SOON as he goes to work... prefer to sit upstairs, in bed, staring out the window... at the trees... two of them, don't know their species but they are pretty tall... tall enough that i can't see the sky above them... look out my window & all you can see is the tree ( Read more... )

they carried "Tammy" across the beach, while she screamed in pain/fear.... she was a little girl, only a teen, was her first time... as they got closer to water, they had Tammy walk, is good for her to walk anyway.... one woman took her to the very edge, for some reason Tammy scared to go into the water all the way.... i had a vision of her on ( Read more... )

but June was "hell ( Read more... )

when i first woke from the surgery i had no concept of words... i tried to use them but apparently i made no sense, although i *did* understand words of people speaking *to* me ( Read more... )

i am a good person ( Read more... )

don't even have to close my eyes... well i guess the same thing happened to me before, with me staring around & i could see things just as clear by my eyes, as i did by my mind... & now when its clear, i know i'm dreaming ( Read more... )