It was Kaz's birthday yesterday and I was still feeling bittersweet. Still bitter because of avex's decision of sending Mika, Kaz, and Caelan to participate in Chuang. I've never been a fan of idol search sort of programs, no matter which country is holding it. Ever since I knew what the program is going to be like, I just can't shake this bad feeling of not going to see the boys as INTERSECTION in the near future. To cut a long story short, Mika debuted (Caelan did not, and Kaz had to withdraw and went back to Japan due to "personal reasons"). From what I gathered, Mika and Caelan will be in China for 2 years, and it seems that Kaz will be following them soon, and I don't know what's gonna happen to Will. Since he deleted his IG, it's difficult to know Will's updates, and I just found out that he deleted his soundcloud too T_T.
Okay, so no INTERSECTION for two years I suppose. At first, I thought "okay, that would be okay. In two years Kaz will have graduated from Harvard and William will have graduated from Waseda, while waiting for Mika and Caelan to come back to Japan so they can reunite. I can wait two years". But then after reading Caelan's birthday wishes for Kaz, I feel a bit pessimistic that INTERSECTION will continue *knock on wood* and I kinda hate avex for this ;_; Not once have I watched Chuang episodes because it was difficult for me to see them sing and dance as idols. It's just weird T_T Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against idols. It's just that knowing Mika's and Kaz's taste in music and then seeing them dance as idols like that...I cringe T_T It just doesn't sit well with me because that's not the Mika and Kaz I know T_T and what is this "personal issue" that Kaz mentioned? don't tell me he would give up his study because that will be a pity :(
Oh well, I guess I just have to be ready for the worst-case scenario :(
Gonna loop INTERSECTION songs right now. Oyasumi.