nice enough weekend tho no additional time spent with crushmeister...ah i may already be thinking that part of a fairly heady (not that kind of heady, just the excited kind of heady, the wine drunk with out needing wine kind of heady) past...and without even any kisses...though who knows what later in the week holds. or later weeks for that ( Read more... )

yesterday, great day. job offer (temp but something). Job interview request (one that I'd love) and a possibility for work in a show. rock steady. steady rockin all night long. cheesey me ( Read more... )

at the computer lab. I don't know if i feel like applying for more jobs today. my front tooth hurts. I told you, 25 was the age where it would be ok for me to start to kvetch ( Read more... )

well 2 job interviews this week and one really stupid phone call. my guns. where are my guns. I was supposed to stick to them. and i thought i was being adult...yikes i'm having such a cliche moment, i get all riled up. I want to sound like a bad movie though. but check it. I'm not about using this as a medium for direct communication, just ( Read more... )

did the HIV 101 last night for the new vounteer training for stop aids. it's so nice to feel useful. it definitely pulled me out of my funk. reminded me what i could do ect... so now to try to find something that feels useful and pays me. or at least find something that pays me and a few more regular occasions to volunteer to feel useful ( Read more... )

computer lab once again. resume number four for the week. substitute bookseller at a worker owned bookstore, we shall see. it would be nice. I need to start waking up earlier. I hate this time of year. not that the weather isn't nice, it's just the constant feeling of dread. it's not really that april is the cruelest month, it's the second ( Read more... )

ok so s'more jobs applied for, another painting done this morning, not a very good one alas, maybe I'll cut it up and make it into another one. grrr. oh wellsters. When ever will the gainful employment come along. waiting on a good break. growl. take comfort in the fact that everyone is spending on credit and jobless. don't start selling ( Read more... )

10 minutes left so here's a quicky. applied fro 3 more jobs today. caught a typo when i was cutting and pasting a cover letter for re-use after sending it out. ooops. happens. ah well maybe now everyone will start to spell health-helath fuck 'em. I've been doing some pretty good paintings and I had 2 nights of fun outdoor/garage sex with a ( Read more... )

just started reading mordechai richler's latest, Barney's Version....well i think it's his latest I haven't really been keeping up with his work. anyway good writing. repeats some themes from the last one of his that i read...forget the name of that one, but this one is funnier. scathing really. that vicious canadian jewish anglophile thing. ( Read more... )

well i don't know what masochistic little bug prompted me to get on the computer this time to the library but wow ( Read more... )