I am so frustrated. I woke up this morning and we had no internet...now why did we have no internet you may ask? oh yes, because my mother decided she wanted to rearrange the office and messed up all the chords. So she got all pissed off at me because I didn't know how to fix it. Aparently it's my fault that they got a whole new system while i was ( Read more... )

i've been told many a time before that i was a good kisser, did they lie? :-(

I've got it in my head to just run away. Not call home or tell anyone, and just take off. The worst feeling in the world is that of being caged. I feel completely cadged by one sided relationships, guilt, and indifference. No matter what I do I know that I cannot change the people around me, their actions, their thoughts, or the way in which they ( Read more... )

I'm so stressed out with people at the moment. For the life of me I cannot fathom how they can consistently be so indifferent. So much of life is dependent upon the people you surround yourself with...I don't understand why people are so quick to forget. It's taken me a long time to realize the origins of happiness, and I'm still not sure I'm even ( Read more... )

(_) I'VE NEVER BEEN DRUNK ( Read more... )

nothing to fill the pages tonight. only mindless thoughts for my tear dreanched journal. mind races through blank slates. can't seem to even catch a glipse of anything. absoluteness is becomming a fairy tale. presure from the river of tears is now released. a few for the starving girl i passed on the street yesetrday, some for the old man who ( Read more... )

whoever thought that going home would bring such conflicting feelings ( Read more... )

there's something about these nights in the city that keeps me awake. the empty streets are so beautiful, so calm. the street lights reflect off the pavement, and it's beautiful...the dorms get quiet, and it's almost as if all the events and stress of the day never happend. Sleep, not time, erases everything, yet i can't drift away. this city is ( Read more... )