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i've decided that i really don't enjoy recording life events. which is why i'm probably so brief. but i really enjoy reading everyone else's posts.
i feel like school is practically over. cuz it is. after wednesday (ap psych test) all i have is brit lit (minimal work), physics (minimal work), french (no work), apush (it will involve some work later), and choir (no work). yay! on cinco de mayo, i took the apush test. it was pretty hard. but i didn't care. i hope i at least get a 3. then was everyone going to my house to trick out the van which didn't exactly happen right then, but after i went to my nail/hair appointment, they did some crazy stuff
like put a wicker mannequin in my bed. with my underwear on it. with what would appear to be a boner when u first walk into the room. also, they painted the windows of the scorpio. and later those of the van. pictures were okay, but mike was in a bad mood for some reason which kind of brought me down from my bubbling excitement but i just decided to ignore him because it was lauren's birthday and i was excited, dammit! anyway, cake, cool pictures, painting windows, squishing into the van, fun stuff. then was driving downtown (jj drove, cuz i suck at driving places when i don't know where i'm going) and we got there just before they technically weren't letting anyone in. we got in, tho, duh, but there were no more empty tables, so we split up between three, i started "happy birthday" for lauren, and everyone joined in, we ate our shitty food, and then, we danced. o, did we dance. right up front, going crazy, dancing like complete fools and having a ball of it. i love my friends. unfortunately, eric pan was not prom king, but he was dancing like a demon. in a good way. i crashed at post-prom, but it was fun listening to the mind-reader anyway. looked at the stars with mike and got home around 4.
yesterday: breakfast, looked at pictures, watched tv, noodles w/mike, caribou with jon, pete, pete's friend ben, mike, lauren, jj. that was fun.
today: mike surprised me by showing up at like 11 :). then i had picasso's women rehearsal, which was lots of fun because i was taking pictures with marco's sweet camera. i'm actually kind of excited for that now that i don't have a shit load of other things to worry about.
now, i suppose i should do some hw. it feels like summer already. i'm just so content with everything, it's just this blissful feeling of safety and confidence and optimism. i truly would not wish to change a thing about my life right now. because i love my friends, and i love michael, and i love my family, and i'm satisfied with myself, my actions thus far in my life. sure, it's not perfect, but maybe this is as close as it gets, and i honestly wouldn't mind never feeling happier than this because it's just so calming and happy. idk if that made any sense. but basically, i love you guys, no matter how cheesy it sounds, it's true, and this weekend has been SO much fun. summer, here we come!!
i feel like school is practically over. cuz it is. after wednesday (ap psych test) all i have is brit lit (minimal work), physics (minimal work), french (no work), apush (it will involve some work later), and choir (no work). yay! on cinco de mayo, i took the apush test. it was pretty hard. but i didn't care. i hope i at least get a 3. then was everyone going to my house to trick out the van which didn't exactly happen right then, but after i went to my nail/hair appointment, they did some crazy stuff
like put a wicker mannequin in my bed. with my underwear on it. with what would appear to be a boner when u first walk into the room. also, they painted the windows of the scorpio. and later those of the van. pictures were okay, but mike was in a bad mood for some reason which kind of brought me down from my bubbling excitement but i just decided to ignore him because it was lauren's birthday and i was excited, dammit! anyway, cake, cool pictures, painting windows, squishing into the van, fun stuff. then was driving downtown (jj drove, cuz i suck at driving places when i don't know where i'm going) and we got there just before they technically weren't letting anyone in. we got in, tho, duh, but there were no more empty tables, so we split up between three, i started "happy birthday" for lauren, and everyone joined in, we ate our shitty food, and then, we danced. o, did we dance. right up front, going crazy, dancing like complete fools and having a ball of it. i love my friends. unfortunately, eric pan was not prom king, but he was dancing like a demon. in a good way. i crashed at post-prom, but it was fun listening to the mind-reader anyway. looked at the stars with mike and got home around 4.
yesterday: breakfast, looked at pictures, watched tv, noodles w/mike, caribou with jon, pete, pete's friend ben, mike, lauren, jj. that was fun.
today: mike surprised me by showing up at like 11 :). then i had picasso's women rehearsal, which was lots of fun because i was taking pictures with marco's sweet camera. i'm actually kind of excited for that now that i don't have a shit load of other things to worry about.
now, i suppose i should do some hw. it feels like summer already. i'm just so content with everything, it's just this blissful feeling of safety and confidence and optimism. i truly would not wish to change a thing about my life right now. because i love my friends, and i love michael, and i love my family, and i'm satisfied with myself, my actions thus far in my life. sure, it's not perfect, but maybe this is as close as it gets, and i honestly wouldn't mind never feeling happier than this because it's just so calming and happy. idk if that made any sense. but basically, i love you guys, no matter how cheesy it sounds, it's true, and this weekend has been SO much fun. summer, here we come!!