i hate my life. when will everything just end? all this shit is happening and i hate it. the only thing that keeps me going is the fact that someday it'll all end. someday i wont have to go through this anymore. i want everything to change. i want to be happy

updating twice in one day wow.... anyways.... no one really knows ME... like you know some things about me but no one really knows anything about me.. you know a few things but do you really know like my life at home?? my life outside of school? do you know my thoughts? what i think about? no one really knows me except for one person and she knows ( Read more... )

ok... so i think i like this guy but i'm not sure... like i used to like this other guy but he's going out w/ my friend and i dont like him anymore and i realized that i never really liked him... and now theres this other guy and i think i like him but i'm not sure... like we talked and hes really cool and everything but theres a lot of things ( Read more... )

hey school started again today it was cool. everyone either noticed i had no braces & shorter hair or they knew something was different and couldnt figure it out. so i smiled and played with my hair and they realized it... haha it was kinda funny. but yea school was fun and i loved seeing all the people i didnt get to see over break!! anyways ( Read more... )

i hate my life... there are things that i just want to scream about but i cant... my family and i are always fighting the only one i can talk to is my sister... there are so many things going on and i just cant take it... i hate life...

hey back from mammoth!! we met up with these REALLY hot guys that were 15 and they were like really hot, with really nice bodies, and they were like snowboarders!! we were skiing so it was cool.... kirstin didnt want to ski so she was with my sister jen. but i couldnt find mcclure and kameron, one of the hot guys there. he was tall, white but tan, ( Read more... )

hey i'm going to mammoth for a few days so no updating... i'll try to take pix... i'm going w/ kirstin, mcclure, my sis and parents... haha i'll get pix of us like rolling down the hill or whatever.... but its supposed to be like snowing and theres supposed to be like a blizzard so i'm gonna die!! haha but i'll be gone 28-30 if you need me call my ( Read more... )

HAHAHA i'm drunk again!! well i was more drunk a little while ago... i'm like after drunk... haha funny... ok but my parents gave me sake japanese rice wine and haha... everything is soo funny... feng shui is a funny phrase!!1 haha i'm typing!! haha funny funny!! my dad poured like the whole bottle of sake in my sprite and it was funnnnnnn... haha ( Read more... )

hey well i got my braces off as most of you know... then i went to the mall and took pictures w/ mcclure then i went to get my hair trimmed but i got 4-5 inches off.... its ok though because now its a lot easier to handle and stuff so its cool ok but these are the pictures we took.... we chose 2 out of 4 poses and got like a bunch of copies of the ( Read more... )

GOT MY BRACES OFF!!!! YAY!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!! the stupid things are off!! haha!!!