I had a dream the other night and I didn't have time to write it down. I was riding my bike through downtown seville, which if any of you have been there it is like two blocks. Anyways, I stopped at the Pantry to pick up a pack of thumbs, yes I know those are fingers! But I knew exactly what I wanted, a bunch of thumbs rubber banded together. I ( Read more... )

Yay....."This is the time for lasts" as my mom said. And I plan on enjoying all of them. I got to go to Cici's last night which really it normally wouldn't be that exciting but I have been in Ohio for the past month and a half and haven't gotten to eat any cheap greesey pizza. Plus it is always nice when the people there know you. Afterwards ( Read more... )

So I have decided to start keeping track of my dreams because they always weird me out and they have been super weird lately. Last night I had a dream that I was at this ball on Elon's campus and I couldn't take my cell phone in with me because it would get lost or wet. It happened that Chrissy Taylor was there with her new born child and a ( Read more... )

Scanning maps can be boring.....I have spent 5 hours of my day doing that so far. Ben is making me dinner tonight though so I guess that makes up for all of this!! :) It is good to be back at Elon actually doing things, but don't get me wrong I miss Mike dearly. It is nice to be around friends who want to hang out with me and make an effort in ( Read more... )

Yay!!! I got a job. It is just until Spring semester starts which is perfect for me. The plan had been to stay home for winter term and work, but they only scheduled me for 9 hours a week. That really is not worth it. So now I am back at Elon, here in Burlington at work right now making money and scanning maps. Such an easy job and I can surf ( Read more... )

I hate this! I never wanted this to happen let alone expected it. I am usually so obvious to such situations that it never even becomes an issue. When did I ever become interested in boys to begin with?? I want to be strong and I kbnow that I can be. For some reason I don't know what I am doing. I usually have so much control over my life. ( Read more... )

This week sucks....school can kiss my ass! I don't even care about it anymore. I want to go out tonight. Looking forward to tomorrow with Lauren and Biggs. I get to pick the poison this time. Anyone know of anything to do call me!!!

Wow!! Semester is half way through, meaning I am a quarter of the way to graduation. I am very much looking forward to getting out of here. I am tried of the drama and very ready to have something consant in my life. Lauren and I have been spending a good amount of our time watching Gilmore Girls lately. I would love to have such an ( Read more... )

The past 3 or 4 days I have been stuck in self-evaluation. I can't stop thinking about my past relationship with Taylor and what I think went wrong. I have been evaluating for a long time what I could have doen differently that would have made things end differently, not as quickly, or possibily but not very likely not at all. Was it too serious ( Read more... )

I hate it when everyone talks about the cute romantic things there boyfriends/girlfriends do for them. I don't hate it because I am synical. I love it when someone does those things for me as well. What I hate the most is that I am incapable of being a sappy romantic. Everytime I try to do something cute or romantic or unexpected....it totally ( Read more... )