And I care way too much about someone. This shit needs to stop, and I need to give up right now. It's ridiculously evident that I'm filling myself full of bullshit. I love it.
I'm bothered and depressed for only one reason, but it's needed.
If anyone thought to do so, don't worry, I'm still happy. This night just needs to be dedicated to one thing, and I'll go to bed with only that on my mind. I'll wake up cleansed, and prepared.