Dance #79 [voice post]
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I can't say all that much, because I know even if I write this in German, Fakir can hack and read this...Fakir, if you do, I don't want you to be worried, okay? I'm a little sad, but I'm fine. I just needed to think through some things.
Rue says she'll help me find something I'm good at, but...I don't know. If I can't dance, I can't be...you know. If I can't be her, then...I'm certainly not any help in a fight. Not like I ever was anyway. I was so stupid, thinking I could fight! I can't even walk anymore...how am I going to walk? I guess I could get crutches...oh no, all those stairs in the Opera...I'm going to be a pain for everyone, won't I?
I hope I don't cause too much trouble.
I know Rue said it's okay to be upset, and I know that being honest about what I'm feeling is important, but...I don't want to. I know it'll just make everyone else worried. I can be upset when I'm back home and by myself, but here, with all these people...th-these zombies...all I lost was a foot, they're all...dying. Dying and turning into...
I-I don't want to be here anymore. I can't sleep. I want to go home.
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It's snowing, isn't it? I saw Mouse talking about it. It looks pretty out the window, but...
Fakir...once everything's over, do you think we can check on the ducks at Xanadu? I'm worried they'll freeze out there! We have room in the Opera, right? We've got lots of room! And there's a little pond out back, so they can swim there, and...maybe they'll be okay in Xanadu, but just in case...?
Um...is everyone...okay? I know I haven't been on the Network much since...everything started. I don't really know who's zo sick, and who isn't. Is everyone at the Opera okay?
...
Please don't worry too much. I'm going to be okay. Really.
((OOC: For those that missed Rue's post: Ahiru's left foot was amputated to save her from being a zombie. ...Of course, after the event's over she'll be restored to normal, but she doesn't know that, so she's a liiiittle angsty right now. Not that she'll admit it.
Italics are in German.))
I can't say all that much, because I know even if I write this in German, Fakir can hack and read this...Fakir, if you do, I don't want you to be worried, okay? I'm a little sad, but I'm fine. I just needed to think through some things.
Rue says she'll help me find something I'm good at, but...I don't know. If I can't dance, I can't be...you know. If I can't be her, then...I'm certainly not any help in a fight. Not like I ever was anyway. I was so stupid, thinking I could fight! I can't even walk anymore...how am I going to walk? I guess I could get crutches...oh no, all those stairs in the Opera...I'm going to be a pain for everyone, won't I?
I hope I don't cause too much trouble.
I know Rue said it's okay to be upset, and I know that being honest about what I'm feeling is important, but...I don't want to. I know it'll just make everyone else worried. I can be upset when I'm back home and by myself, but here, with all these people...th-these zombies...all I lost was a foot, they're all...dying. Dying and turning into...
I-I don't want to be here anymore. I can't sleep. I want to go home.
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It's snowing, isn't it? I saw Mouse talking about it. It looks pretty out the window, but...
Fakir...once everything's over, do you think we can check on the ducks at Xanadu? I'm worried they'll freeze out there! We have room in the Opera, right? We've got lots of room! And there's a little pond out back, so they can swim there, and...maybe they'll be okay in Xanadu, but just in case...?
Um...is everyone...okay? I know I haven't been on the Network much since...everything started. I don't really know who's zo sick, and who isn't. Is everyone at the Opera okay?
...
Please don't worry too much. I'm going to be okay. Really.
((OOC: For those that missed Rue's post: Ahiru's left foot was amputated to save her from being a zombie. ...Of course, after the event's over she'll be restored to normal, but she doesn't know that, so she's a liiiittle angsty right now. Not that she'll admit it.
Italics are in German.))