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[quad4444]

there is entirely too many things for me to understand and comprehend...im tired of trying...im just tired...i wanna believe what people say but i find it so hard when everything points to the opposite of what theyre saying...i cant do it...im COMPLETELY and UTTERLY exhausted...i just cant anymore...i dont want fuck buddies...i want a relationship

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[quad4444]

yes matthew i can believe you...youve never lied to me as far as i know....call me if you can later

[ambrose_angelo]

What I really meant to say`is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold and I'm sorry about all the lies maybe in a different light you could see me stand on my own again cause now i can see..I never really wanted you to see the screwed up side of me that I keep locked inside of me so deep it always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go
so many things you should have known I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold...

[quad4444]

i dont know what you want me to say...i just cant anymore...i just cant

[ambrose_angelo]

? anything would help. just tell me, i want to ease what your going through.

[quad4444]

................there is no way to ease someone whos just given up........