Why not leave on of these...

[quakerjake]

I'd hate for you guys to think my life is always candy and gumdrops. I feel like crap right now. I have no reason to feel like crap, even though I can think I have hundreds... I tell myself they're invalid. Really though, I have a job lined up, that gives me FULL benefits RIGHT AWAY, and a $45,000 a year paycheck that's been handed to me. I guess

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[sarcasmosignis]

beautiful women, eh? you pimp... *wink*

[tommyrehbein]

jake jake jake... dude, you're entering into something that i call "the 20-something-void." i've been in my 20's for seven years now, so i'm an expert in this area. it's safe to say that the majority of humans deal with this. it's post-school/pre-career/pre-family stuff when despite plans and/or blessings in your life, you're initially stumped as to what to do w/ yourself on a number of levels.

also at this point in life, a lot of people face a crisis known as the existential void, whereas they experience a deep spiritual longing/emptiness/unfullfillment. being that you're a strong christian, you dont have it as bad as others, maybe, but it's still there. i can tell in the way that you think you're not "measuring up" or what have you.

basically, dude, you're not stupid or anything bad like that. you're a human being. hang in there. shit has a way of falling into place eventually.