Merry Late Christmas!
gifts
A fake chipmunk that moves whn you pet it. Best. Gift. Evar.
3 DS games ftw.
Bendaroos (going to have sooo much fun with these; they embody my childhood)
SPilgrim 4,5,6 + DVD
HP 7.1 Soundtrack is gorg.
A LEGO Bulldozer (my leg is attempting to run away lol)
Hetalia Season 1 on DVD
Jurrasic Park on DVD (MY FAVE MOVIE EVAR BTW)
Granada's Sherlock Holmes on DVD!!!!!!!! owowowowo
50 Dollar iTunes gift card! WOO HOO
That's all the stuff I deemed interesting enough to share
berlyne
Oh heck, as they say.
Apparently her dad forbade her from going to the party.
Then
Her family drives me up the wall, but I still defend them when she gets angry, because seriously. Your brothers being annoying? They're kids. Your father being a complete bastard? What do you mean "this is just how he is"?! I will CUT HIM.
But yeah.
We cannot meet anywhere that is not a public place.
So I can never touch her without a (literal or figurative) slap on the wrist.
I want to hug her and thank her when her dad comes pick her up? No. And I was just giving a normal hug for Tae (Alex, 1/2, you gaiz know.)
This is not helping my anxiety levels at all.
college
Don't even bloody talk to be about college.
anyway
school's starting back up soon.
Oh joy.
Um... I'm really supposed to be doing my essays right now, but I seriously feel ready to flip out and kill someone right now. Christmas is a touchy area for anxiety; there is that great part with the friends, family, he said she could about two hours in.
Then she came, but her mom was mad.and (of couuurse) gifts, but then there's your kid brother who takes about ten minutes to open every present and the fact that your father insists on taking breaks so you end up opening about a third of your gifts at eight thirty at night.
But really, I'm fine.
Except for the whole essay thing.
Muttti was right, I should have finished on Christmas Eve. But I could not even think. I still can't, ugh. Watched Godzilla and listened to Mozart L'Opera Rock instead.
Anyway, I didn't get up when Mutti made breakfast this morning, and again when Dad told me to get up and work. So now my hair isn't washed and I haven't eaten. Also am wearing fuzzy pyjamas. Yaaaaay.
Sorry that I turned what was supposed to be a merry merry xmas (or whatever) into rant, gaiz.
But really, thank you.
Mom, Dad, Logan, Anika, Alex, 1/2, Berlyne, all the Geek Squad (raise your calc books up!), Jeff, the Treleases, the other Curtiseseses: THANK YOU! Thank you for your presence, your gifts, your love! I apologize if I've let my own issues get out of hand...
It was really a great Christmas!
Soooo, have a Happy New Year... IN JAIL! owo