Jamie is gone for 2 or more weeks
I think it's finally starting to set into me....

Lately I've been having a bitch of a good time tearing myself to pieces and looking at all those little parts I'm probably overanylizing everything, creating a selffufilling prophecy, story of my life. The fact that theres this seemingly out of sight out of mind policy with my dads alcholism isn't helpin me either because its not out of sight ( Read more... )

I have some horribly painful internal issues to work through. I know it's going to be a long road....

Im listening to a Hardcore cover of Baby Got Back by Throwdown
Its hilarious

Another day at Montserrat
where after I have Painting Color & Light and English
I can get sometihng to eat from Maria's
And go down by the beach
And sit in the warm salty air
And just be happy

oh, and eat chicken fingers!

Some days, like today, I wish would never end
And they do
and I'm once again sad
and I get to once again cling to my bed sheets
in my big old empty bed

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SEX
Not just for making babys

Set to sail ( Read more... )

you know what?
I really, really, really love The Ataris