I'm usually very patient too. I really hate this about myself. I just seem to sabotage everything. Granted there wasn't any interest there to begin with, I didn't help my cause. I suppose it wouldn't bee too much of an issue if it were an isolated event, though it still could be considering I haven't really felt like this in a long time. That's ( Read more... )

Here's some lingo for killing time.

So I haven't posted in a while. So here's a few facts to ponder over dinner with the folks.

I love you more than you will know...

Love WastedOn a synthetic shore ( Read more... )

I think I'm developing a fear of intimacy. It was probably already there, but I failed to notice it as such. It really hasn't been an issue yet, but sometimes I think of wanting to be close to someone, and I find myself reluctant to seek just that. It makes me nervous to be in that position of vulnerability. On a different level, putting myself out ( Read more... )

Jesus Christ woman! Did any of that make any sense to you?!

So last night was the first time I've really been barhopping. I went out to meet some of my fellow first year classmates. I'm glad I went, but sometimes it felt lackluster. Maybe it's because I'm not much of a beer guy and we downed a good amount. Perhaps I was expecting too much in the way of connections with people. Pathetic as it may be, SL has ( Read more... )

Alright, after the first one, I thought this guy was real douche, but I can't possibly conceive that he's serious after this one. Anyway, he does say that perception is reality, so he made the list.

I've been struggling with some fundamental political/philosophical issues. Not political in terms of quotidian politics, but the very structure of government itself. Inevitably, I resign myself to the 'necessary evil' sentiment, but I resent the hell out of it. I don't like that we as a society are more or less content with the status quo. Most of ( Read more... )

Two posts or so ago I mentioned this thing about my thoughts getting the better of me. I've been mulling over the issue and found that has very detrimental affects. One of these is the slowing down of action, as was treated in Shakespeare's Hamlet. While it may depress rash action and such, it slows one down. Doing so, it also challenges the ( Read more... )