i just want to remember what it was like to kiss

Jan 18, 2005 20:57

Are you ever utterly disgusted with the reflection that you see in the mirror? Portray yourself as a worthless piece of shit, totally hating your self-image. Trying to hide yourself under clothing that would best keep from drawing any attention to yourself so that no one will notice, so that you wont even notice yourself. Scared to look in the ( Read more... )

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__grazedknees January 19 2005, 03:24:33 UTC
you write down what everyone feels, but cant put into words.
and for that, i love you quart.
i'm gonna give you a hug tomorrow :D
<333

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_ijustloveyou January 19 2005, 12:06:34 UTC
i agree with katie!
& this probably doesn't help--
but just for the record
you're adorable. you really don't have anything to worry about. (:

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wake up soboreddeliguy January 19 2005, 04:05:05 UTC
Quart, open your eyes! I think you're a really great guy, and never once questioned your image. Don't take this in the wrong faggotty way, but I thought you were always attractive, and so did/does Patrick, and Lauren to name a few. And i wouldn't worry too much about the weight thing, you could stand to gain about 5 or 10 pounds. I don't think anyone would know the difference either. I know, I know it'll take like a million people to make you believe something positive about yourself. I'm the same way, come to think of it, I believe everyone is. You've got this intuned with your mind and emotions angsty personality, and that seems pretty cool on you. I don't mean to jump to conclusions but maybe you could talk to your doctor about anti-anxiety drugs (in a low stregth) if you feel to overwhelmed by things, which is what I interpret when I read your journal sometimes. Or else if you can't stand things and need to talk to someone, you can always give me a ring, 7.324.5622. Sorry, if you took any of that in the wrong way, it wasn't meant ( ... )

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sillyprettylove January 19 2005, 04:34:31 UTC
hey quart, i for one know what it's like to be an ugly fat shit. i wish i could govern what i eat(i have no self control in that area)...anyway. you are a very attractive guy. i would tell you not to worry about your looks, but everyone does. it's inevitable. i really wish we still talked. but i can understand perfectly why you wouldnt want to talk to me.

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fierce__flaw January 19 2005, 05:52:15 UTC
i really do miss you.
call me.
678-372-6260

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xlovemexformex January 19 2005, 15:06:26 UTC
i feel the same sometimes 2...

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