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Jan 31, 2005 19:44

Theres this girl that i know, and well she knows me too, and i want to know her kiss. But she doesnt know that. Should i tell her, or should i keep it to myself. Should i try, or should i not (to avoid failure.) Want to hold my hand, i dont bite. You can taste these cigarette staind lips and this love starved tongue. I promise i will make it worth ( Read more... )

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_ijustloveyou February 1 2005, 01:52:54 UTC
life's all about taking chances.
<3

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quart February 1 2005, 03:17:13 UTC
your right, but im not to good at it, or if i do, i take all the wrong ones. I dont know its confusing but im going to have to start taking more... im still young so i can still change my ways right?

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__grazedknees February 1 2005, 02:03:39 UTC
i think you should tell her.
you never know, she might feel the same way you do?
<333

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quart February 1 2005, 03:14:24 UTC
It's hard, most of the time i never have to confront, so i get to nervous. It's felt like with all my past relations... i was the one confronted, which is weird i guess. Plus lately i havent felt comfortable enough with myself to even bother mentioning anything to anyone. Cause if i feel like ive gained weight or anything i totally feel like isolating myself, and hiding underneath a blanket or something. It happens every monday, after a weekend of not caring, i realize sunday i have to actually go public and i want to be at my best and when i feel im not its like everything goes downhill. Maybe i should see a doctor so they can analyze the problem, then i can get medication... but i really dont want that cause i dont feel i need pills, because then ill just be fed all those damn false emotions and feelings... manipulate my damn mind or whatever the hell it does... ill grow out of it i guess, ive made it this far. Sorry though i dont know how all this came out but your right i should tell her, but i wouldnt know what to say... maybe i ( ... )

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xmyvalentinex February 1 2005, 03:32:05 UTC
do it.

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_ijustloveyou February 1 2005, 21:02:37 UTC
sounds like a good plan to me!
haha.

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4thebadboy February 1 2005, 07:00:31 UTC
Quarterman,
I am always amazed at the way you can put your insight into words...it's like I can understand exactly what you are going through....now here's the catch....someone with that kind of insight you'd think would be able to convey them without damaging oneself in the process...your fears eat you...I know how that feels...insecurities...those things really get you...and it is ultimately because you care...you care too much...which you can debate all day that it is either bad or good but at the end of the fucking day that is all it is...a fucking debate...I say go with your heart always because you may never feel the way you felt this instant again.....life is about taking risks...breaking hearts...killing yourself and then rising from the same ashes that encumber your burnt soul...you know what to do....keep it pimpin'...

-A Dizzle

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anotherdkvictor February 1 2005, 11:27:56 UTC
when you throw your heart around, it always gets broken, it does. and after awhile, you have no trust, and you cant stand being alive. atleast thats how i feel.

-ak

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xlovemexformex February 1 2005, 14:51:50 UTC
just tell her...

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