so.. its a very long story.. its a long story, and mostly between my dad and i..
but he's so excited about sarah and josh's (step brother an' his wife) stupid baby.. any baby i may have now will be sub-par to my dad now.  everyone says it wont because its my step-brother's kid, so he'll be more excited for me.. but i know inside thats not true..
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k so.. i have some time to post and internet finally *rawr!*  not that anyone reads this anymore. heheh.  anyway, so we 're having people over to clean my aunt's wood stove, omg its scary.  one of them is really tall the other is really old, smells like cigaretts.  anyway, so uhmm.. oh yea, my mom finally got a house, she hates it though, but oh ( Read more... )

wow... so i was watching an older Arashi video ^^;;  and its bad, when one of them turns a certain way ( and i think this was mostly due to his hair) ... and he looked JUST like Kira!  wha~~  *dies ( Read more... )

so *gasp* im not dead yet, and we have minimal internet... yay.. anyway, so yea, the beach is fun, i have one bar on my phone so talking to people is hard.. but ya know whats harder ( Read more... )

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wow its been a long time since i posted.. o.o anyway, i'm puting this up for nicki, but, anyone else who is into samurai warriors/dynasty warriors or any other 'warriors' game by koei, or not.. this is the best site EVEH!!

http://koeiwarriors.co.uk/

*sigh* ..so, i'm glad that ashley is gone, but.. apparently no one gives a crap about my birthday, i invited 4 people.. and.. only one came.. and only 2 actually wanted to ( Read more... )

KYA!  *dies of happiness* omgomgomg!  i'm so verreh happy!  guess what, guess what!  ashley finally left!!  HAAA!  i'm soo happy, omg!  now i have the house to myself again durring the day, i can focus again on looking for work and writing without a small child hovering behind me all the time!! KYA ( Read more... )

so.. a couple weeks from my birthday, an' i couldn't possibly feel worse... *sigh*  i first of all have this insane sex urge thats making me nuts.. but, that doesn't really bother me so much now.. but my body and brain are working against me now..  i'm almost 22 an' everything inside me is making me feel all.. barren and wanting kids.. -_-  i dont ( Read more... )