I need help

[que_sirah]

I couldn't feel more alone. Nothing is right because my best friend is so far away and everyday I feel like I know her less and less. The people I consider kinda friends, like the people who are there when you want to hang out on the weekend, are all wrapped up in their own lives, and they should be. This whole thing with the gossip is still there

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Michelle's request.....

[que_sirah]

Michelle emailed me and asked me to post this. It's pretty much directed to Stephanie since she's the only one I know who brings this crap up on my LJ.....

Hey-
Not trying to be rude or anything but I have a great idea. Recently alot of people have been posting comments on Rhyans lj that have said things that I "supposidly said". My idea is how about if you feel like saying something to her you dont include me. Im done with this drama and Rhyan and I have already discussed what happened and are fine with each other. If you still have problems with her please dont include me in them.
Thanks=
Michelle

Re: Michelle's request.....

[que_sirah]

Actually, if you have problems with me. Leave me out of it too. In fact, I really need people like that out of my life and really really gone from my livejournal. Awesome, so-get a life or at least, get out of mine. Thanks :P

[kristenslife]

This guy sounds like bad news
I think she can find someone better
if she is a friend of yours, RHy...she must be amazing
and maybe her perfect guy might not show up for a year or two...or he could walk out of a newly opened door tomorrow
No...everyone does NOT need someone
Each person should be able to get by just on their own
find your own strength, then find someone to share the burdens after you know you can make it alone...that's my motto
Forget about the boy...
There are so many more sweeter, nicer guys out there
just tell your friend to open her eyes and believe in herself first and foremost and let what will be...be
:)
Hope this helped, Rhy
Good luck w. your friend!

[que_sirah]

That helped Kristen, thanks. I knew high school would be work but I didn't things could get so complicated! I just wish I could erase everything and start over with new people (and a whole new set of hot awesome guys ;P) Thanks for your comment, I really appreciate it.

[kristenslife]

I have the same feeling to..
I was actually just saying that yesterday...
I wuv my friends...but
highschool just gets old...ya know?
sigh...I wish we interacted with other highschools more
met new people...made new friends, the whole deal
:)
Im always here to talk, babe
seriously...I suck at solving my own problems but Im actually decent at helping w/ other peoples...:)

[atomickiten]

I <3 you Rhyan. Hope to catch you on IM soon.

[que_sirah]

Yeah, I miss you Ash. You're never on and I need to talk to you! Please email me or call me soon I miss you so much I need my best friend :( :( :*(

[sunshineflbabe]

You have a lot going on Rhyan! It's crazy, take some time to your self to get it all out. Then find someone to do something with.

[que_sirah]

Yes.......sounds good. Oh, wait there's no one do to something with :( I have no awesome hang out on the weekend friends I only have friends who love me when its convienent :\ Yeah, it sucks

[sunshineflbabe]

Not all you're friends love when it's convientent. And for the ones that do, that's wrong!

[que_sirah]

I've come to realize that I don't really have many friends. Yeah, I have people to hang out with and there are people I enjoy being around like most of the Crimson Dolls and most of the people at lunch but those aren't friends. The only real friend I have lives in Wisconsin. She's the only person I trust and could tell anything to because she's I know and love her and there's no one else I have this love and trust for. Some people take the term "friendship" too lightly and I just don't believe in it the way I used to :(