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This speaks so deeply to my soul...
I keep trying to wake up my body and my soul. I am truly asleep. Not in some nerdy Matrix kind of way. I'm just agreeing to shit I don't want to do and going with the flow. Its past time I started swimming against the tide. I'm 32 and nothing has been done. Fuck the youth and them being our future. I am here and my giant is asleep. I keep ( Read more... ) -
Gray Clouds aren't good...
I can't shake the feeling today. I am down and it didn't start out like this. I am suffering from the "I still don't know what the fuck I want to do with my life..." disease. I am thankful for having a real job now but I just can't shake it today. I feel so lowly and un-achieving today. I can't say what makes this come on but...., well I can ( Read more... ) -
Stolen but with love...
Before the window
yellow leaves rustle.
I sit in meditation
without the least word
and look back to see
my illusions completely gone.
- Han Shan Te-ch’ing (1546-1623) -
This time....
This time of year is magical. I walked out of work last night and just stood next to my car looking around. Looking up into the sky seeing the clouds and just thinking about my life. No other time gives me such insight and perspective ( Read more... )
