ummm....

[queball4k8]

well one thing is i should prolly stop drinking. it is one of those things, and excape. when i wake up in the morning what ever i was trying to excape is still not there. Then i got to thinking (yes dangous idea), i have become a pansy, with work, with doing stuff, with conversations, with my love. So im trying to understand where i went, what

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[kissmisskate]

well, i do love my man to be strong. what can i say?

to regain it back you have to own it. grab it by the horns and say "i own you damnit!!"

if nothing else it might make you feel better. i just got to a point where i couldnt sit back and watch things pass by. i wanted to participate- feel like i had some control in the direction my life turns. and i do.

[queball4k8]

that is why im tring to understand why im a pansy...lol....or could be because i want you so bad that it is driving me insaine, or should i say saine. i do know where i want to be and who i want to be with....but u need to get your ass back here with me.... ( ;) ) that is me wanting you...dam it... got to run and jump in the shower.