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So yesterday was my last day of work before I leave for the States for the summer and then Uni in September.
It's left me feeling oddly deflated. I have been dancing there for 9 years and working there for 3 and i just spent most of yesterday about 10 seconds from crying. Didn't totally manage to stave off the tears, but heartfelt comments from parent of my students kinda killed me slightly and I may have had to hide in the bathroom for five minutes on a couple of occasions...
I'm so excited to be going to Camp, and while being terrified I am also excited about Uni, but it's so hard leaving dancing and my job behind. It was there when I didn't really like anything else and I have loved teaching and working there and in a weird way I feel like I am letting people down by not being there. (Which objectively I know is rubbish... but still...)
So you see on one hand I was really sad, but on the other I was so glad to leave. I really needed to do something different and not stay in the same place that I have been since I was 12. And it is this sentiment that makes me feel guilty...
But anyway I go to camp in 22 DAYS!!!! 3 WEEKS TOMORROW!!!
It's left me feeling oddly deflated. I have been dancing there for 9 years and working there for 3 and i just spent most of yesterday about 10 seconds from crying. Didn't totally manage to stave off the tears, but heartfelt comments from parent of my students kinda killed me slightly and I may have had to hide in the bathroom for five minutes on a couple of occasions...
I'm so excited to be going to Camp, and while being terrified I am also excited about Uni, but it's so hard leaving dancing and my job behind. It was there when I didn't really like anything else and I have loved teaching and working there and in a weird way I feel like I am letting people down by not being there. (Which objectively I know is rubbish... but still...)
So you see on one hand I was really sad, but on the other I was so glad to leave. I really needed to do something different and not stay in the same place that I have been since I was 12. And it is this sentiment that makes me feel guilty...
But anyway I go to camp in 22 DAYS!!!! 3 WEEKS TOMORROW!!!