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Writer's Block: Caution, Meet Wind
What a disturbing question. Just ASSUMING that not being all safe and cagey would result in catastrophe...
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the things that are happening
i'm starting to understand why my sister likes this life. how could you NOT like something so absurd and honest? being almost a visitor in someone else's junk. a world where a decorated lighter from a gas station is a wonderful present and the bathroom door doesn't latch but that doesn't really matter cause you're the only one who can get to it ( Read more... ) -
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I LOVE SAHRAH!! -
SO LIKE...
I realized I say that a lot. Also, 'bookmarklet' is the most adorable thing I've read all day. I feel very confused in the head. Like, I have a thousand things to think about and I can't focus on any of them. All I've been able to do all day is make cinnamon rolls and do the dishes. For some reason I have a dish-washing fixation right now. I know ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Priorities
All others are significant *beam*
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i want freedom
no one's going to give it to me. it's not waiting to be found. i think i have to make it. i feel myself trembling up my insides again. there's no one to ask. how am i supposed to work when i feel so frantic? i truly love this boy. so much. i just realized that i wish i smoked : / is there a law about sitting in a public place with a sign and ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Daily Grind
Wake up. Turn off the alarm. Go back to sleep.
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in a different light
i don't feel so horribly morbid anymore. i realized that my working on my silly line pictures isn't through some twisted thing where i think sensei is like dad and i have to work to please him but through a very correct notion that i signed up for his class to learn from him and not doing the assignments is blatantly disrespectful at best. it's ( Read more... ) -
FUCK EVERYTHING
i don't wanna care! why the fuck do i care? why does it have to make me feel like a failure? i never gave a fuck anyway. it's not gonna work. it NEVER. ENDS. and here i am... fucking PAINTING ... i just can't fucking stop. i can't tell which i hate more. the fact that i won't do it or the fact that i won't NOT do it. whoever said boys don't cry ( Read more... ) -
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I think... I think getting a job will feel stable. The idea of it feels... helpful. Like at last a move to freedome. Sick green paper, I want you. I wanna buy my soul back so I can get free.