pretendng it summer

[queen_cat_22]

I'm pretending it summer with all my might. I'm playing Jack Johnson and Bob Marley on my laptop. I'm wearing a summer dress over a pair of jeans and a pineapple tank top over the top. I sit and day dream about the places I'd rather be (ahem...that would be anywhere in Hawaii, I think I'd like prison in Hawaii than winter anywhere cold...) I'm

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damnit you made me cry at work

[queen_cat_22]

Laurie, you took words from my mouth and you made me tear up at work. not that there is anyone here anyway...I need to see you too and there isn't any other way to describe it but a need. I feel like I've been trapped in a tiny bottle and I can't let anything out. I know exactly the way you feel and I'm sorry that you feel it too....I dont know when you're coming home but I'm about ready to go there instead....

[greengirl3986]

i know that this is meant as a reply to Laura's entry, but i can't help but be moved by it and i feel a great need to post a response.

oh laurie...

oh...darling....

how can i find the words for this feeling?
you voiced my thoughts and feelings.....we are all same. we aspire to be new, fresh, different, more beautiful, and successful...but we're the same. maybe in moving away and trying to be something new and amazing, we only lapse back into our own miserable faults. that's why im coming home. i need the structure, strength and support that you all as my best, closest friends can offer as i grow up.
i know exactly what you mean.....
it's a little scary.
where has life gone, anyway?

i miss you, dear. we all need a few days to really just have fun and be together, i think

[frodo_lives_on]

My gaspy asthmatic laugh? WHAT? OUT OF EVERYTHING YOU COULD HAVE SAID? I miss you too dear, but please...I'm sure there's something you miss more about my. I do not have a gaspy asthmetic laugh! I just caugh if I laugh to hard. Damn you Laura. I'm marking in as the worst compliment I've ever recieved. Which is actually kinda funny, because you beat Sarah who said I was "cute in an akward sort of way".

[queen_cat_22]

oh i love you and you know it...gaspy laugh or not! yay...i gave you the worst compliment!

[frodo_lives_on]

Okay - this is the unselfish post.

Darling, I live in Hayward, and I'm almost always avaliable to visit you, or anytime you need to call someone. Sorry I havn't kept in contact. A lot of weird things have been happening. This is such a strange point in all of our lives, I didn't ever think I would feel friendless, or that people I regaurd as my closest allies would feel the same. We were always such a dramatic group, and I think we each thought that the happiness we felt when we were together would last, even when we were apart. We should create a soap opera, a fucking soap opera out of our lives. Because goddamned if it would be the highest rated thing on television.

[finabeejamin]

Laura,

things are so very rushed, fast, and curoious. I wish that all of these memories you recounted were something I could just dream into reality or pluck from a tree. Lately i've needed this support that although I know I have, hasn't really all come together, and i'm sure that's true for you as well.

Why did we ever think that such imaginary, random things could make us trully happy? When will we fucking get honest with ourselves and fess up....we were happy and now where are we? I don't want it to be completely lost. I refuse actually. Call me when you see Laurie next and I will come/go whatever. I need you two, no lie.

[greengirl3986]

oh laura...

i forgot how much i love your updates, as well as you chewing on my hair, the way you always manage to smell like something delicous(even when you are sweating like a hot pig in a sauna),the way you wear flip flops and squawk like a chicken, as well as just you in general.

i need you,darling. and i can't wait to feel your soft embrace again as you squish me, chew my hair, and rub your nose on my face.

I'm so sorry about your mom, and im glad to hear that she's home. We all need to band together again, I think. We need each other. All of us. Hopefully, the summer can give us this one break and we can party like the old days.

i love you

--g