Hey i'm here and alive...been okay except my brother being a fag so what else is new. well I'll go bye.

oh HI ALLIE!

Drowning Inside ( Read more... )

Perhaps I did fuck up maybe most of it is my fault I never should have been friends I should have let go at least then we wouldn’t hate each other, I don’t know now she may go say something to my mom I don’t care I’m depressed right now maybe that would get my mom to take me to the doctor before something happens, she doesn’t care I get these spots ( Read more... )

School sucks so what else is new…nothing….I’m bored out of my mind nothing to complain about really. (I’m sure many of you are rejoicing because you do not have to listen to me dribble on.) I’ve got writers block again I hate it. Jay has to take four tests today in two periods I hope he passes. I’m pissed off I haven’t got to watch Full Metal in ( Read more... )

for those who care I'm still alive I doubt any of you do but I'm here....later

I'M HERE!

hey everyone I'm kinda hyper and haven't written in a while I just posted a poem on deviantart if you're wondering what it is for those who care leave a comment and I'll post it but yeah I'm kinda tired kinda hyper I haven't been on in a while things are going pretty good so I think I can talk to my parents about getting internet later my love to ( Read more... )

ok i got some comments complaining about what i write well for your information you asshole it's a choice to read this and you don't have to listen to me "whine" as you put so don't read it this is the last entry that will be made public so if your the asshole i'm refreing to leave a comment they really don't effect me just annoy and confuse me but ( Read more... )

ok i'm still kinda happy because allie put me in a good mood like usual but i just don't get why one person won't comment or forgive me i've said sorry so many times and it's like it dosen't matter i'm sorry for being a bitch but at least tell me if you don't forgive me i've left comments and journal entrys saying i'm sorry and the least you could ( Read more... )

ok besides my last entry i met this guy and whenever i think about him i smile alot. ^^ i can't help it he's quite and older but only like two years i have one class with him but i doubt anything happens so whatever but i like him alot and last night we as in me and allie went to her friend's birthday party it was fun there was a bonfire and jesse ( Read more... )