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Im Feelin Good!
Well it's wednesday and im feeling unusually good. I've reorganised my wardrobe and im ready to go to school looking good. I've decided i've gotta stop feeling so sorry for myself and if i wajnt stuff to happen then it's up to me to make it happen. I could also be happy because i got 2 valentines cards and i don't care if their fake they make me ( Read more... ) -
Family Matters
Yes i realise i did'nt keep to my promise but i am peed off to the extreme, had a great day today, last day of the term got a whole week off then i finished school to find my mom's ill. I thouht ok i'll look after her went to sainsburys and theres an offer on dvds so i got some, 'wheres your money then' i'll give it you when i get my card, 'where's ( Read more... ) -
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Got in today and realised it had been so long since i last wrote in here, well life's going ok i guess apart from slight little worries im getting by, not gonna say im great in case i jinx myself ( Read more... ) -
Every cloud........blah blah blah
My word it's been almost a week since i've written in here you can tell i've not been at home much, NO im feeling much better raring and ready to go however that does not stop me waiting for my big break (whenever it's ready ( Read more... ) -
It's Big Break time!
W0W are'nt you all lucky 2 extracts in one day. well i've had one week off school and just got off the phone with my dad who likes to refer to himself as 'Daddy' a name i've hated even as a child. He says I don't sound my usual bubbly self (is'nt everyone entitled to an off day?), then i made the fatal mistake of saying i was run down his reply was ( Read more... ) -
Let Me Rest In Peace
Oh My God i can't believe i have been so stupid!!! I've wrote all these diary extracts saying how i really feel pouring out my inner most thoughts and it's only just clicked that half my friends that have a life journal could be reading this how stupid can you get. Right stress mode over, i've decided not to care if they do read this then maybe ( Read more... ) -
Too much time on my hands
Had yesterday and today off school still feel like crap, all my muscles ahe like mad i just want to sleep. I remember when i used to want to stay at home all day but you don't realise how boring it can be. I've decided to do something not very Lauren like, im going to delve into the world of witchcraft. I've always been interested in it but never ( Read more... ) -
Lonely Rose
Went to school today in hopes of gaining some energy and it worked for 5 seconds then all i wanted was my bed, doubt i'll go in tomorrow. Fed up it seems everyone's relying on me i think it's about time i started to rely on others a bit more, im not superwoman ( Read more... ) -
So much time but so little energy!
Today was ok i guess, confined to my sick bed eating or should i say drinking a cuppa soup. Yes im ill but will probably be in school tomorrow, i've spent the whole day watching episode after episode of Buffy and Angel plus taking a little break to nap and check emails. Got an email from the casting agency, thats all the way in edinburgh they said ( Read more... ) -
Every Cloud
Things are starting to look up, okay i feel like crap but i've just been sent an email inviting me to attend an audition for a film, only trouble is it's in edinburgh so i've asked if i could send a video audition, fingers crossed. What's the betting i've jinxed it now and i won't have a part in it. Oh well i can still dream.
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