art class
Your smile hit me unexpectedly, like a punch to the face
The pain of wanting you aching to the core of my soul
Your voice a balm to ease the bruising, to soften the blow
Until I remember it is all a façade, just pretend, make believe, all in my head
I’d tell you everything, if I were brave enough, or stupid enough, or fucked up enough
Tales of how many nights I have fantasied of you, your voice, and your hands
Your eyes heavy lidded, with arousal,
Wishing they saw me the way I see you.
Nights I have tried to forget how you make me feel
To be that close to breathe in your scent, deep, dark and earthy
Imagining how you would look spread across my sheets, your sun darkened skin against my pale pink sheets
Your rough hands on my skin
my hands in your silky hair..the sounds you make when I tighten my grip
Lips swollen and bruised, the tender skin of your cheeks flushed with color
Your eyes locked on mine
Sprinkles of dark and grey hair litter your chest and form a path between your dusky nipples
A path toward a world apart
A world of pleasure crushed with pain
Of arousal mixed with fear
Knowing once this starts it won’t finish cleanly
But broken and jagged as the lies we both whispered in the dark
Your body Carved from marble by gods own hands
Hard hot flesh searching
Straining
Needing
Wanting
Release
And just for once looking to me, just me, for comfort and completion
trembling hands pull you to where your hardness meets my softness
With a velvet vice I hold you tight, shivering as your hips meet mine
Needing to stay aware and present so I can paint this image over in my head when you are gone
To relive the moment we were together as no others could ever be
Drinking each other’s breath
Tasting each other’s need
Realizing at this very moment I would do anything for you and you for me
Anything to keep you here now
in me
To keep the momentum
To make it last
and to make it end
Whispered word of promises neither of us will remember skitter across your lips as my hand teases and strokes your tender flesh
Tasting the heartbeat that beats against thinned skin of your throat that shows as you tip your head back against my pillow
Desire perfumes the room, deep and rich, as we move together each eager for the other to feel
To live in the minute,
the second
each breath
everything becomes acutely clear as we approach the gates of heaven
each step tightening the fibers of our beings
each roll of our hips another step up to where the pleasure pools
as close to death as we cling to life
my being shudders as you release deep inside my body
and soon I follow suit. Finally able to give in and just feel and
Relish in the erotic pleasure of knowing I will be left with a small piece of you
My awareness dims as sensation overwhelms
Floating against the softness and slamming back to earth
my cheeks flush with desire and embarrassment as I realize you watching
Then and now as
I writhe in my chair my legs clamped tightly together
My lip bruised from my own teeth
My breath short and labored
Sweat wetting my brow.
Knowing you are aware of what just happened..
Your shirt barely hiding your arousal..
The pain of wanting you aching to the core of my soul
Your voice a balm to ease the bruising, to soften the blow
Until I remember it is all a façade, just pretend, make believe, all in my head
I’d tell you everything, if I were brave enough, or stupid enough, or fucked up enough
Tales of how many nights I have fantasied of you, your voice, and your hands
Your eyes heavy lidded, with arousal,
Wishing they saw me the way I see you.
Nights I have tried to forget how you make me feel
To be that close to breathe in your scent, deep, dark and earthy
Imagining how you would look spread across my sheets, your sun darkened skin against my pale pink sheets
Your rough hands on my skin
my hands in your silky hair..the sounds you make when I tighten my grip
Lips swollen and bruised, the tender skin of your cheeks flushed with color
Your eyes locked on mine
Sprinkles of dark and grey hair litter your chest and form a path between your dusky nipples
A path toward a world apart
A world of pleasure crushed with pain
Of arousal mixed with fear
Knowing once this starts it won’t finish cleanly
But broken and jagged as the lies we both whispered in the dark
Your body Carved from marble by gods own hands
Hard hot flesh searching
Straining
Needing
Wanting
Release
And just for once looking to me, just me, for comfort and completion
trembling hands pull you to where your hardness meets my softness
With a velvet vice I hold you tight, shivering as your hips meet mine
Needing to stay aware and present so I can paint this image over in my head when you are gone
To relive the moment we were together as no others could ever be
Drinking each other’s breath
Tasting each other’s need
Realizing at this very moment I would do anything for you and you for me
Anything to keep you here now
in me
To keep the momentum
To make it last
and to make it end
Whispered word of promises neither of us will remember skitter across your lips as my hand teases and strokes your tender flesh
Tasting the heartbeat that beats against thinned skin of your throat that shows as you tip your head back against my pillow
Desire perfumes the room, deep and rich, as we move together each eager for the other to feel
To live in the minute,
the second
each breath
everything becomes acutely clear as we approach the gates of heaven
each step tightening the fibers of our beings
each roll of our hips another step up to where the pleasure pools
as close to death as we cling to life
my being shudders as you release deep inside my body
and soon I follow suit. Finally able to give in and just feel and
Relish in the erotic pleasure of knowing I will be left with a small piece of you
My awareness dims as sensation overwhelms
Floating against the softness and slamming back to earth
my cheeks flush with desire and embarrassment as I realize you watching
Then and now as
I writhe in my chair my legs clamped tightly together
My lip bruised from my own teeth
My breath short and labored
Sweat wetting my brow.
Knowing you are aware of what just happened..
Your shirt barely hiding your arousal..