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[queen_nerd06]

I know that I'm an insecure person. I know that. I know that I need to grow the hell up and learn to let things go. But right now, at this exact moment, I would just like to ramble about the shit that irks the shit outta me that I have to keep to myself because I know how stupid and immature I'll look if I tell anyone about it

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I'm just tired of being a disposible friend. =

[ragecarnuu]

No kidding. I would be tired of the drama.

Re: I'm just tired of being a disposible friend. =

[queen_nerd06]

Yeah, and I think the worst part is that I can't tell Pleasure about it because Cheri has already caused so much drama. I don't want to start any more. =(

[earth_muffin]

Words of Wisdom. Over the course of 46 years, I have come to realize that you can choose the people you want in your life, and dump the ones you don't. You know, the ones that causes so much stress in your life. Why are you putting yourself through this. It is YOUR choose whether of not either of them are worth it. I know they are your "friends"....but are they really? Are they both worth the pain and suffering they are causing you. Sometimes you just have to make a clean break, and go on with your life. You'll make new friends...ones that would cause so much drama and stress in your life, and you'll look back and wonder why you put yourself through all this.

You know by now that I don't talk bullshit. I speak openly and honestly from my own experience. 1 year from now, you'll have forgotten this all happened.

Love you!

[queen_nerd06]

I appreciate the advice. And I think you're are right. But easier said than done, of course. Pleasure is the best friend I've ever had and I would love to keep her in my life. But it's also a bitter-sweet relationship when Cheri rears her ugly head in our direction.

But thank you, really. I really do appreciate that you took the time to read that entire rant =)

[trema_slo]

Read every word of this. I think you need to find some new friends who are real and drop their drama altogether. It is a sad thing. There is drama here, in my life, too. Earlier my Friend's Dinner Group got broken up by drama of false accusation against my BFF. But I stuck with her and we are still bestests.
I wish well for you!

[queen_nerd06]

Thank you for listening to me. It seems sometimes like I could stand in the middle of a crowded room screaming and no one would notice.

I would love nothing more than to cut Cheri from my life. But Pleasure is one of my favorite people in the world. And unfortunately as long as she is my friend, and Cheri is hers, Cheri will always be in my life at least a little bit.

It's a shame people have to start drama and ruin what could have been a really nice friendship =/