Honestly not attention seeking, just reflective.

[queen_roxanne]

Do you guys ever feel like your life is just...out of your hands completely?
That things just happen and you're forced to deal with them,
And you feel things that you dont want to feel?
And everything has control over you but you.
For some reason I've been feeling like that recently...
and nothing perticularly bad is going on.

Comments

[black_curls]

thats how religious pple feel.
that God determines all, and nothing you could do can change anything.
although they feel 'relieved' that nothing is in their hands.
strange, eh?

[queen_roxanne]

yeaah.
But I'm not really all that religious.
and by not really, i mean not at all.
Eeeh... oh well.

[black_curls]

hey, btw, i found smtg for u bout the immy concert in now magazine.
give it to you next time i see you. :)

[queen_roxanne]

*high fives*
Thanks!!!!!

[mondo_bongo]

yes completly. roxanne i need to vent. and i shall do it now. did u fucking know that one of my good friends who i thought i could trust hit on not one but two of my ex;s, she made out with brodie. BRODIE. she KNOWS how i feel about him and how i felt and how ...everything and yet she still did it. i have no control over that, and i have no control over how i feel, but like why am i so mad i don't even want him, im just mad. u just don't DO that. god.

[queen_roxanne]

What a bitcherooniedoonie. (70s show reference).
Its a person with low self-esteem who needs to makeout with everyone possible.
A person who has no respect for themselves and doesn't think they're worth it.
She's a big fat whore is what she is.

And its understandable that you're mad, since you spent a good chunk of your life liking brodie.
And this good friend of yours should have known that.

[mondo_bongo]

thank you. =)

[mondo_bongo]

lol that was me.

[coalition_hoax]

Yah, I understand what you mean.
I feel that way all the time.

[amazing_adam]

Life is a journey. The journey is inevitable.
However, you decide whether or not you enjoy it.
You decide how you travel that journey.

It's all in your power, you just need to learn how to control it.

[queen_roxanne]

our circumstances are never in our control.
We're always forced to handle them.
I'm not saying they aren't handled well.

[daneais]

Provacative words!

[bob2134]

That sounds like a Danny quote?

[_cherry_laces_]

it's sad when you have to disclaim sharing your feelings :-(

[queen_roxanne]

i agree..
But its mostly cuz i'm defensive and neurotic like that