cant summon the energy to write a proper post so just going to run down stuff thats happened latley ( Read more... )

Had totally cool night last night and was suprisingly sober (and even more suprisingly i danced sober!), which was a welcome change! muchous fun dancing the night away with the girlies (i love you guys, thanks for your awesome company), but when i got home i felt really rough for some reason. sat in bed and watched second half of revenge of the ( Read more... )

haha i was such a smart ass in my seminar today, it was such a good feeling, especially in democratic theory where i know i have stuff to prove (due to my utterly crap attendance and very mediocre essay)! Its really made me want to do more work, so i can be the one in class who totally knows what they are talking about and has no qualms about ( Read more... )

i really need to get loads reading done and i am just not getting it!!! i know that my seminar lecturer is going to pick on me tomorrow as i missed the last seminar (so fair enough really) but aaah i dont have anything to say!! am trying to get on top of my work but thats hard when its just slipping through my head like eels. urg eels ( Read more... )

bored but edgy. feel like i am on the brink of something big, but its a negative feeling. is everything slippng away? can i get a grip soon enough to save myself? essentially, can i make everything ok again? hmmm questions indeed. have been in a rut and its a slow tedious climb out. nothing to look forward to and nowhere to go. unavoidable heart- ( Read more... )

Has been a mixed few days, feel quite bored yet anti-social at the mo, have had a boring day of cleaning the house and completely wasting time watching shit tv and smoking too much. By far the highlight of my last two days was Ricky, a good old friend from home, giving me a call just cuz he hadnt spoke to me for ages and wanted to know how i was ( Read more... )

yeh time wasting on lj, a good enough reason to escape essay hell for a while!! accompanied cheryl to open mic night last night and had a really good time, was nice to hang out letting dudes entertain me whether that was by funky greek tunes, jiggy guitar intrumentals or crazy political ramblings was all good! Cheryl was wicked, a few nerves at ( Read more... )

Cant sleep. Which leads to thinking. Which isnt always good. Im so exhausted at the moment, physically and mentally, i just need a break from everything, to use the old cliche, a break from my life! Feels stupid to be miserable when have nothing to be miserable about but the problem is that i've got nothing to be particularly happy about either. ( Read more... )

ouch hangover, knew i'd regret that this morning! BR was muchous fun however, was brilliant to see Jen et al as feel like i have been totally out of the loop of late. One thing must say about last night, if somewhat criptically, Ed if you are reading this- my apologies for the drunkeness at the end, you know when you think somethings a good idea ( Read more... )

tonight was an interesring one, had muchous fun but as is usual with a night out some things were not so good!went to Brighton Rocks (indie night at the shitty uni club) with cheryl and jen and all her mates. as always with these guys, felt a bit uncomfortable cuz dont really know eveyone that well and not entirely sure many of them like me.I try ( Read more... )