last weekend was quite refreshing. an eighties party. bad sushi. playing with fireworks. a keg party with good bands. dancing for hours. jumping off a roof into a pool. southpark. bbq tofu and blackberry cobbler. and sleep ( Read more... )

my knees and my back hurt, but medicine is terrible! right? hm. the other night a rubber band went missing. today boss puked it up. speaking of boss, he is the most adorable cat EVER. anyone who begs to differ can just go eat a rubber band. i'm pretty tired of reading about conservatism and religion. you know you're tired when you start writing " ( Read more... )

** (12:03:35 AM): fuck that paper ( Read more... )

why put a new address on loneliness...
call. dont call. call. dont call.
dont.

im discontent with what we have become.
and yet i havent the energy for anything but silence.

i want to try. i don't want to have to try.

I have a case of the mondays. bah ( Read more... )

Finally home.

So I went to Mobile, just hung out with a crew Wednesday night. Then they convinced me to go to their show in New Orleans last night, which turned out to be a ten band show in a warehouse apartment with NO a/c. "Swamp ass" is a new term which I take to heart. I haven't been that hot since back in 'Nam. Plus I have like ten mosquito ( Read more... )

reading wes's post only makes me want to go to six flags a MILLION times more.... sad fucking day! i can't ride rollercoasters, can't mountain bike, can't run, basically nothing high impact... at least not for quite some months ( Read more... )

she smiles as she knew all along what was to come... as she knew all along satisfaction was only temporary. the pain throbbed from her left toe to her decorated heart, but she'd become numb and was able to see more clearly through these magnified, tear-filled eyes. she kept moving from moment to lost moments. she kept grasping for fresh air, even ( Read more... )

everybody, give everything for nothing.

i'm in love with someone who died in 1973.

Y yo en el tren como humo muerto
con tantos inasibles seres,
por tantas muertes agobiado
me senti perdido en un viaje
en el que nada se movia
sino mi corazon cansado.

Went to the doctor yesterday... he gave me a different kind of medication for my pains and discomfort. I go back next week for x-ray results.
I feel spectacular. and very very apathetic.
I'm pretty okay with whatever happens between us.
A car ran a red light and almost hit me today. What danger.