Laying low to keep out of your way

[queenguinevere3]

So, today i went to hang with this guy and i'm like 99% sure he liked me, and we've hung out before n all but this time i was just all nervous and im kinda scared he like...hates me now or something? Yeah...it sounds stupid, but I'm afraid he's just gonna be like pssh she's boring i dont really like her. I mean, i went to hug him and after a second

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[walkmyfaith]

oo gwen. is this the one that wanted to come to jess's?

[queenguinevere3]

haha which one? there are two...one i want to go away and one i am really uncomfortable around which kinda makes me sad cause i dont always get so shy around people but i think im starting to kind of sort of like

i was contimlating inviting him to jess's but i was actually to scared to ask

[walkmyfaith]

is nate the one you like? or the one you want to go away? i think he's the one you want to go away.

[queenguinevere3]

uhhhh i dont wanna say...bc i dont know who could be reading this
but there is nothing wrong with nate....just thought it would be weird for him to come party with us, heh

[anonymous]

Ok, so I'm officially annoying now. Sorry. It's just you were really nice to me and I just felt like sharing a little something that I wrote. I like writing poetry every once in a while. *shrugs* Ok, this is it.

I wanna be more than just your memory
I wanna feel like I'm alive inside of you
But darling, pushing me away isn't getting me there

Don't you understand?
It's all in God's sacred plan
So don't make me leave you so.
I want you now, forever here to hold.

It's short I know, but I kinda like it. Anyway, sorry if you don't like me writing here. I know you don't know me at all and it might be weird having me talk to you. Just tell me to go away and I will. lol. Bye!

[queenguinevere3]

nonono people comment on my journal all the time its cool. heh, ur poetry is really good, i like it too. u dont have to go away heh, id like to hear from you