Fic: In This White Wave I Am Sinking - Masterpost
Title: In This White Wave I Am Sinking
Pairing:Brad/Ray
Wordcount: 23,521
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters nor have any connection with the real people the characters are based on. This is pure non-profit fiction.
Summery: He felt like he wasn’t really living, like he was in an in-between state, something that came between war and real life, something like purgatory.
Author's Note: I started writing this in a notebook on the 10th of February, five months later I'm posting it here. This fic is the result of a lot of hair-tearing and insomnia and frustration and insanity, and if I have to read it one more time I will scream, but. I'm proud of it. :D Also, it's very fondly dedicated to meeks00 , without whom it would never, ever have been finished. Her encouragement and amazingly kind words (and her taking up arms in the war to make me use full-stops instead of commas) are what brought this fic to life, and for that I can't possibly thank her enough. <3 Mika <3 Plus, a huge shout-out to schlicky , who bravely stepped up to the breach for a last second beta. Thanks again, bb! Title and cut text from Silence by Delirium feat. Sarah McLachlan
Part One - Home
Part Two - Honesty
Part Three - Silence