Long Survey but I LOVE them lol

[queenmelbell]

that I got from irishmuffin

BASiCS
.1.What is your full name? Melissa Sue Catherine(confirmation name lol) Moore
.2. Are you happy with it?  Yeah, I was going to be Savanah Lee lol oh if only I were southern
.3. Are you named after anyone? Laura Ingalls=Melissa Gilbert
.5. Your screenname: Mel4685
.6. Would you name a child of yours after you? Sue for a middle name but I dont want to right now
.7. Then what would you name your children? Louis, Andrew, Grace, Avery
.8. If you were a girl/boy, what would your name be? My name would have been Adam
.9. If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? mmm I don't know, I'd make it a good one so maybe Laila or Mariella bc they're more unique
.10. Are there any typos that people do with your name? Mellisa, Mellissa, Milissa, Malissa yeah my great Aunt has hit'm all up
.11. Are you illiterate or dislexic? sometimes I think I'm a little dislexic plus my mom is
.12. Your gender: Female

.13. Straight/gay/bi? Straight
.15. Want to be gay? nope I love boys, and everything that comes with them (I love Katie G. too)
.16. Your birthdate? April 6, 1985
.17. Your age: 20
.18. Age you act: Most of the time, sometimes I act older and sometimes I just regress to being younger
.19. Age you wish you were: eh I'm in no hurry to grow up just yet
.20. Your height: 5’6"
.21. The color of your eyes: Blue with a ring of sorta greenish, yellowish, hazel-ish I dont know
.22. Happy with it? yeppers I love them
.23. The color of your hair: Blonde with warm blonde and platinum highlights
.24. Left/right/ambidextrous? Right
.26. Your living arrangement? my house-Mom,Dad,Natalie and our oodles of pets, at school 601E with K-diddy
.27. Your family: Linda, Don, Natalie
.28. Have any pets? two cats-Dawson and Charlie, 3 fishes- Freddy, Moxon, and umm I dont know I havent named him yet
.29. What's your job? Waitress extrodinare at Dennys
.30. Piercings? mm 3 cartiledge 4 regular...
.31. Tattoos? Not yet :)
.32. Obsessions? the color pink, Dawsons Creek, One Tree Hill, Rascal Flatts
.33. Addiction? gameboy lol
.35. Do you speak another language? espanol....un poco

.36. Have a favorite quote? "Give all to love, obey your heart"
.37. Do you have a website? yeah randomly... not really anymore

DEEP THOUGHTS
.38. Do you live in the moment? yeah but my past hurts and things remind me of it everyday and I worry so much about the future and where its going
.39. You consider yourself tolerant of others? yeah, sometimes too much
.40. Do you have any secrets? my closet has some skeletons
.41. Do you hate yourself? I want to change things but I'm happy with who I am inside
.42. Do you like your handwriting? yeah
.43. Do you have any bad habits? some
.44. What is the compliment you get most from people? that I'm sweet and I'm always trying to make a difference
.45. If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Drops of Jupiter
.46. What's your biggest fear? losing the people I love, but I already lost two of them so now my fears are more that I'll forget them
.47. Can you sing? nope although the shower does make you sound way better
.48. Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? haha no
.49. Are you a loner? nopers
.52. Are you a daredevil? depends who I am with

.54. Are you passive or aggressive?  Passiveagressive depends
.55. Have you got a journal? duh
.56. What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength: I can overcome heartbreak that will never really heal weakness: I dwell on things
.59. How do you vent? to my friends, Livejournal or sometimes just my blankey and a good cry session
.60. Do you think you are emotionally strong? now I am, for awhile I didnt think I was going to make it, I've learned that the only way to be strong is to have inner strength first
.61. Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? not calling Andy the night before he died and letting us grow a bit apart right before he died.  If you are reading this you know me, and I was crushed when he died and really didn't think I was going to ever come out from beneath it all.  And I think that if we had spent everyday together right before he died like we had pretty much up intill my graduation...I know I would have never made it out...there would have been no way for me to
.62. Do you think life has been good so far? I've been blessed in many ways but losing my soulmate in a preventable accident and having to see my grandpa died crushed me alot
.63. What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Hope floats, and faith grows stronger when you believe in things
.64. What do you like the most about your body? my eyes
.65. And least? mostly everything else
.66. Do you think you are good looking? I'm not a beauty queen and I'm not the trash that comes into dennys so I'm ok for now
.67. Are you confident? Sometimes
.68. What is the fictional character you're most like? Scout Finch
.69. Do people know how you feel? most of the time...except for one certain person that I keep it all from
.70. Are you perceived wrongly? sometimes I'm sure
DO YOU...
.71. Smoke? sometimes when I drink
.72. Do drugs? everyhour on the hour jk
.73. Read the newspaper? yeah
.74. Pray? sometimes
.75. Go to church? rarely....I dont like my priest
.76. Talk to strangers who IM you? yeah....just not always for long
.77. Sleep with stuffed animals? a puppy that Andy's mom bought me for my 20th bday
.78. Take walks in the rain? yeah I love rain, it washes the soul
.79. Talk to people even though you hate them? I used to, but now I don't bother its bitchy but it gets me through the day
.80. Drive? Yup
.81. Like to drive fast? a little over the limit but not much
WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER
.82. Liked your voice? sometimes
.83. Hurt yourself? not physically
.84. Been out of the country? Only to Canada
.85. Eaten something that made other people sick? haha no
.86. Had sex? unfortunately
.87. Been unfaithful? yeah...once again unfortunately
.89. Been in love? Yeah
.90. Skinny dipping? No, I did go in a tank top and panties one time, oh drunkeness
.91. Had a medical emergency? um eah
.92. Had surgery? on my teeth, adnoids, tonsels, my gums too
.93. Ran away from home? yeah, to my grandmas 2 blocks away..but I went via the window
.94. Played strip poker? no
.95. Gotten beaten up?no
.96. Beaten someone up? no
.97. Been picked on? yeah....I think everyone has
.98. Been on stage? Yeah, alot
.101. Thought about suicide? everyone thinks about it once or awhile, but I think its the most selfish thing a person could do and no matter how much you feel people hate you not everyone does so think about how much you'll hurt the people that really care about you
.102. Pulled an all-nighter? Yes
103. If yes, what is your record? Ummm I think it was like 35 hour or something
.104. Gone one day without food? yeah

.105. Talked on the phone all night? for several hours..
.106. Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex? yeah
.107. Slept all day? yeah
.108. Killed someone? yes...one day I was...jk
.109. Made out with a stranger? sorta, I didn't know him that well just met him a few times lol but we became friends and it got heavy and now we don't really talk lol oh life
.110. Had sex with a stranger? No
.111. Thought you're going crazy? yeah a few times
.112. Kissed the same sex? haha yeah, but there was alcohol and crazyness going on, it was intimate or anything it was more drunk and impress the guys time
.113. Done anything sexual with the same sex? nope
.114. Been betrayed? Yes
.115. Had a dream that came true? mm I don't know
.116. Broken the law? Yes...but nothing tooo serious
.117. Met a famous person? 'Cuse basketball players if they count, Prime Minster of Ireland I said Hello to and he asked me how I was, I think that should count, I met a NY State Senator (Hoffman), who then introduced me to Governor Pataki
.145. Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? unfortunately yes
.146. Stolen anything? yeah, an earring in like 7th grade
.147. Been on radio/tv? yeah, oh Wayne Mahar and that crazy radio show that I sang a song on lol
.148. Been in a mosh-pit? nope
.149. Had a nervous breakdown? yeah, a few
.150. Considered religious vocation? once
.151. Been criticized about your sexual performance? no lol
.152. Bungee jumped? nope
.153. Had a dream that kept coming back? yeah, I had a nightmare of the accident right after Andy died and I had it almost everynight for months so I ended up having to go to therapy by Sept. but I wasnt sleeping hardly at all and had to do all these different things to help release that image and memory from my head.  Now it only happens every once in awhile.

CLOTHES
.154. Shoe brand? Adidas
.155. Brand of clothing? Lane Bryant, and I dont know whereever I find things I like
.156. Cologne/perfume? Love Spell, Red Curant and Thyme Tea(my newest), Heavenly, Pearberry, Sweet Temptations, Country Apple, thats usually the ones I rotate but I have 1,000 others it sad
.157. What are you normally wearing to school? Jeans and a dress shirt or hoody, I dress up alot too
.158. How about parties? Jeans and probably a black silky tank with a dress shirt
.159. Wear hats? No I look retarded in most of them, ( I do have a magenta colored winter hat that is really soft from Nine West that I do a pretty good job in, for the 26 dollars it cost I'm making it work lol~)
.160. Judge other people by their clothing? no, but I do notice if someone has cute clothes
.161. Wear make-up? yeah
.162. Favorite place to shop? Carousel Mall for clothes, for just to shop stuff-Sangertown
.163. Favorite article of clothing? a good pair of jeans
.164. Are you trendy? somewhat
.165. Would you rather wear a uniform to college? Eh if it was relatively something I would wear normally like khaki jeans (in flairs or boot cut) and a polo or dress shirt and sweater) I wouldn't mine bc I'm a dork like that and wear things like that already
DO YOU PART 2
.166. Believe in life on other planets? Yeah I don't necessairly think in our galaxy but I can't see how in such a vast universe there isn't another planet with life on it, I find it semi-impossible I just think we have not found it yet or they have not found us
.167. Miracles? yeah
.168. Astrology? eh I think its in a persons mind but I like to read them
.169. Magic? no
.170. God? yes
.171. Satan? I think he exists...
.172. Santa? no
.173. Ghosts? No, but I was pretty good about waking up from nightmares and seeing Ghost when I was a little kid
.174. Luck? Yeah,
.175. Love at first sight? I think you can get butterflies at first site but its not love
.176. Yin and Yang? No, and I hate that symbol its retarded and was overused in middleschool
.177. Witches? Yes, but I dont think they can actually cast spells (we used to go to a witchshop/coffee house and the people there were witches but I think that it was a mental thing rather then a turn a frog into a recliner type thing)
.178. Easter bunny? No
.179. Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yes
.180. Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? No, but i LOVE rainbows
.181. Do you wish on stars? I seriously love stars, and I wish on them ALL the time...its quite sad but it gets me through.  I also talk to the stars sometime, silently in my head of course, bc Andy loved stars too

AMiGOS
.187. Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? yeppers... KATIE G. REPRESENT! Love ya
.188. Who is your best friend? Liz and Abbey
.189. Who's the one person that knows most about you? Andy did and then mm probably Liz
.190. Best advice? umm that would have been Andy bc he knew what I would do before I would do it and tell me what the outcome would be, then Lindsay
.191. Your favorite inside joke? wayyy too many...right now Operation CP
.192. Thing you're picked on most about? mmm a certain song reference and the ditch
.193. Who's your longest known friend? Lissa
.194. Newest? Jenica, Missy E.
.195. Shyest? Boufett and Braden, Lindsay
.196. Funniest? Jason, Michelle
.197. Sweetest? Boufett, Stello
.198. Closest? Liz bc sometimes we're the same person
.199. Weirdest? Sam lol bc she is crazy but I love her for her, Katie G.
.200. Smartest? Phil, Katie G.
.201. Ditziest? all of them lol, Brittany
.202. Friends you miss being close to the most? Amy bc we havent seen each other all year it got hard trying to keep in touch but now we have ALL SUMMER!!
.203. Last person you talked to online? Braden
.204. Who do you talk to most online? Liz and Mike
.205. Who are you on the phone with most? Braden
.206. Who do you trust most? Liz
.207. Who listens to your problems? All of them
.208. Who do you fight most with? I fight with Jd the most
.209. Who's the nicest? Boufett
.210. Who's the most outgoing? Sam
.211. Who's the best singer? Casey
.212. Who's on your shit-list? haha
.213. Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?haha umm...welll...pass
.214. Who's your second family? all of thier families
.215. Do you always feel understood? not always, but they try
.216. Who's the loudest friend? Sam
.217. Do you trust others easily? sometimes too easily but learned from a hard experience that time can only tell if they're a true friend bc people will do things for thier own gain
.218. hmm where is it? whaaat?
.219. Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Andy the most...and then probably Braden
.220. Do your friends know you? yeah
.221. Friend that lives farthest away? Kara (Florida), and soon to be Greg (with Kara in Florida)
LOVE
.222. Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? no
.223. Do you remember your first love? yeah
.224. Still love him/her? not really, bc we've both changed
.225. Do you consider love a mistake? agree with Amanda: No, "Its better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all"
.226. What do you find romantic? the little things, looking at stars, and coming up from behind is good too
.227. Turn-on? cologne, "the looks" lol
.228. Turn-off? cockiness, just wanting to do stuff that affects them
.229. First kiss? Tim Carolla in 8th grade
.230. If someone liked you, but you had no feelings for them how would you feel? oh I've been there, its awkard
.231. Do you like knowing someone before you date? Yes
.232. Do you wish girls could ask guys out more? umm I like guys asking girls but sometimes if you know the chemistry is there its ok to go the other way
.233. Have you ever been attracted to an unattractive person? yeah
.234. Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? I don't know, I've had bfs and I've seen a few people so I don't know
.235. What is best about the opposite sex? feeling of security and safety
.236. What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? sometimes real assholes and they don't say what they mean or feel when they should
.236. Do you read porn? hahaha no, but Katie G. once again loves the porn shop
.237. Read the articles? N/A
.238. Just the pics? N/A
.239. What's the last present someone gave you? umm I don't remember, I think the speakers in my car from my parents
.240. Are you in love? No
.241. Do you consider your significant other hot? I dont have one
.242. When you see a hot guy what do you do? usually nothing since i'm passaive, lol
THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES
.243. Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? yeah because I think they have it easier
.244. What would you do if you were a guy? haha if I were a guy I would want to be Jason Mitchell lol
.245. What do you love most about the other gender? their muscles and hair
.246. What do you dislike most? their cockiness....and their need to be super masculine and know everything
.247. What do you understand least? why they need to impress their guy friends so much
.248. What do you notice first in the opposite sex? overall appearance

POSSESSiONS
.249. What is your favorite possession? my pictures, stuff Andy got me, jewelery from nanny and poppop
.250. What physical, tangible possession do you want most? mm right now there isnt anything..I want a Pacifica though!
.251. How badly do you want it? mmm I want one but I'm not going to die today if I dont get it
.252. Have you ever seen The Exorcist? haha yeah it was Andy's favorite movie we all watched it together
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON
.254. That haunted you? your mom
.255. You wanted to kill? people at work
.256. That you laughed at? I laugh alot so I dont know
.257. That laughed at you? Liz
.258. That turned you on? lol oh brother
.259. You went shopping with? Abbey
.260. That broke your heart? a certain boy that will remain nameless, if you know me you know who it is
.261. To disappoint you? again...
.262. To ask you out? the weirdo from Dennys
.263. To make you cry? God Bless the Broken Road in concert sang by Rascal Flatts
.264. To brighten up your day? Mike he makes me laugh haha
.265. That you thought about? Lissa and how we have to get together soon
.267. You saw a movie with? Nessie
.268. You talked to on the phone? Greg
.269. You talked to through IM/ICQ? Katie
.270. You saw? Dad
.271. You lost? Andy
.272. You went head over heels for? hmm no one
.273. You thought was completely N-U-T-Z? I dont know
.274. You wanted to be? no one
.275. You told to fuck off? haha um....
.276. You trusted? Lizzie
.277. You turned down? hahah Ily

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
.278. Smiled? earlier today
.279. Laughed? earlier today
.280. Cried? last night
.281. Bought something? a bunch of crap Thursday night for camping :) and the concert
.282. Danced? concert
.283. Were sarcastic? all the time
.285. Talked to an ex? last night
.286. Watched your favorite movie? hmm a week ago
.287. Had a nightmare? couple nights ago probably
.288. Talked on the phone? 5 minutes ago
.289. Listened to the radio? last night
.290. Watched TV? last night
.291. Went out? with friends? last night
.292. Helped someone? I am always helping people
.293. Were mean? last night
.294. Sang? friday night
.295. Saw a movie? forever ago
.296. Said I love you? I say it to Lizzie everyday
.297. Missed someone? Today
.298. Fought with a family member? hmmm...sometime this week I'm sure
.299. Fought with a friend? a month or so ago
.300. Had a serious conversation? mm yesterday

A LAST TIME
.304. Last book you read: Lucky by Alice Sebold
.305. Last movie you saw: Madagascar
.306. Last song you heard: God Bless the Broken Road
.307. Last thing you had to drink: Dr. Thunder
.308. Last time you showered: last night
.309. Last thing you ate: chocolate frosting
.310. Last CD you bought: umm its been too long...I'm a burner I admit but I'm getting the new DMB one I believe
.311. Last thing you bought: coozies for our beers lol Love you girlies
RiGHT THiS MOMENT
.312. What are you going to do? doing this survey and wasting time before work
.313. Will it be with your significant other? no
.314. Or some random person?: no
.315. What are you wearing right now? navy shorts and a blue tshirt yay pjs!
.316. Body-part you're touching right now?: my ankles are touching
.317. What are you worried about right now? Umm organzing my time and hoping my friends wont be gay tonight
.318. What book are you reading? I'm about to start either Nikel and Dimed, The Secret Life of Bees and I'm reading Sams diary to Jennifer and also The Honeymoon (which are both by James Patterson)
.319. What's on your mouse pad? no mouse pad we have a laser mouse or whatever they're called
.320. 5 words to describe how your feeling? blah!
.321. Are you bored? never
.322. Are you tired? just woke up
.323. Are you talking to anyone online? no everyones sleeping
.324. Are you talking to anyone on the phone? No I already hung up with Greg
.325. Are you lonely or content? a little lonely but mostly conent
.326. Are you listening to music? nope