i'm just sick of getting so fucking close to knowing someone and then having them disappear into their own self-righteous misery, i'm not given the time nor the space to do it, so how the fuck do i let the people i adore the most get away with it???

one fucking angry B xxxxx

i'm not happy.
B xxxxxx

went to a fucking amazing free party on saturday night. sam, rory, lee, charlie, marie, tim, tubby, aislinn, and some young'uns that tim kinda knew fucked things up at an amazing GASHcollective night. it's these people who find an abandoned warehouse, break in, set up a shitload of decks and amps and have drum'n'bass and bands on alllllll night. ( Read more... )

Nell's really sick. She had to go to the hospital today and she's got a heart murmur and liver problems. I cried for about a year when my Mummy told me. So I've come back to Sheffield for a little while, only til tomorrow though I think. We're gonna know by Friday whether or not she's going to get better...I obviously hope she does but she's so old ( Read more... )

Nell's really sick. She had to go to the hospital today and she's got a heart murmur and liver problems. I cried for about a year when my Mummy told me. So I've come back to Sheffield for a little while, only til tomorrow though I think. We're gonna know by Friday whether or not she's going to get better...I obviously hope she does but she's so old ( Read more... )

hehe hehe hehe hehe.
im ever so happy :)
and i've had a wonderful time with my friends the last few days.
and i got my boy.

lovely weekend, yes indeed
loves from B xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Urgh... I'm in Learning and Employability which is one of my elective-type-thingies. And it's painfully dull! It doesn't start til 11 which is pretty cool but I do find myself going slightly insane through boredom..last time I came to this lesson we got taught how to use Word. Nuff said ( Read more... )

i went to the fair tonight!! im bruised to shit, skint (due to the rip off prices) and fat from candyfloss...but it was freakin' wicked!!!!twas truly a carnie affair but the rides were actually fun for once...i liked it ( Read more... )

haha bob makes me laugh, we're speaking on msn of eating our own underwear and if only boys could reach their knobs with their mouths coz then men would be perfectly satisfied and us girlies could get some fucking peace and quiet!heh heh only with bobcan i have such conversations ( Read more... )

sophia came over last night, we got very drunk and i took some drugs with a boy met off my course who is very cool.and we had a very nice time.except i feel kinda homesick now, im missing all you sheffield folk a lot. i think its coz sam (the guy off my psychology course that we got fucked with last night) and his friends we were with have all ( Read more... )